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my new LJ is called brutal_love ! enjoy!! bb for good yo! peice homie. SHALOM BITCHES




I LOVE TANCREDI!!! ooops random. that shows how dorky i am.

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funny conversation-


MaD pUnk 911 [3:31 PM]: hola
MaD pUnk 911 [3:31 PM]: senora?
MaD pUnk 911 [3:32 PM]: hola?
LuaDuesa16 [3:32 PM]: oasis52980: ok im going outside and i want u 2 go 2
oasis52980: lol got it
LuaDuesa16: cum 2 my door
oasis52980: your parents
MaD pUnk 911 [3:32 PM]: hehehehehe
MaD pUnk 911 [3:32 PM]: i called him 5 minutes ago
LuaDuesa16 [3:32 PM]: lol
MaD pUnk 911 [3:32 PM]: and than when he answered i hung up, cause i thought it was sams number
MaD pUnk 911 [3:33 PM]: hehe
LuaDuesa16 [3:33 PM]: lmao
MaD pUnk 911 [3:34 PM]: lol he just called me
MaD pUnk 911 [3:34 PM]: hes like " who is this"
MaD pUnk 911 [3:34 PM]: "audrey!"
MaD pUnk 911 [3:34 PM]: "o"
MaD pUnk 911 [3:34 PM]: Nick: how bored are u?
MaD pUnk 911 [3:34 PM]: Audrey: very
MaD pUnk 911 [3:34 PM]: Nick: y wont u hang out with sam?
MaD pUnk 911 [3:35 PM]: Audrey: I hae to study
MaD pUnk 911 [3:35 PM]: Nick : o
MaD pUnk 911 [3:35 PM]: Nick: wat do u have to do
MaD pUnk 911 [3:35 PM]: Audrey" memorise every country and capital of africa
MaD pUnk 911 [3:35 PM]: Nick: o, well I know where Nigeria is, if that helps
MaD pUnk 911 [3:35 PM]: Audrey: ummmm no thanx, i know that already, it wont help much
MaD pUnk 911 [3:35 PM]: Nick: o * laughs*
MaD pUnk 911 [3:36 PM]: Audrey: LAughs
MaD pUnk 911 [3:36 PM]: Nick : well ttyl
MaD pUnk 911 [3:36 PM]: Audrey: k bye
MaD pUnk 911 [3:36 PM]: Audrey : Hangs up
MaD pUnk 911 [3:36 PM]: the end
LuaDuesa16 [3:37 PM]: awww
LuaDuesa16 [3:37 PM]: a love story
MaD pUnk 911 [3:37 PM]: eww shut^

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Well im studying for the africa test tomorrow ( ya rite) well its not like i can consentrate, i meen live journal, iming, and that stupid old lady outside who is parked infront of my dads office, and her car horn is stuck, i think ive gone deff! Anyway Moshe's PArty was awsome. I karoked and since Malcolm was the only boy who was willing to dance, i slow and saslsa danced with him. Argh! Travis dedicated a song to me, he said to tell the Dj that to put drop it like its hot, dedicated to me from vince. I wouldnt reely mind if it was really Vince but serously! ARFFFF! Vince wouldnt dance. When i got there we had fun getting high! Vince came up to me and said " i hate you, well i dont hate you but ur nasty!" he said than i said "why?" than he said " cause u want to randavou with me!" OMG! then he just walked away. UGH! on friday i think Daquesha told him that for some reason. Or it maybe have been azura. One of themn were like mad at me or something. O and I lost my power cord. And than when finnaly Medina lets me have her old dell one, I leave it at Moshe's Party! and now there trying to find it but i think the DJ's Threw it away! DAMN them! they wouldnt let us play truth or dare! aargh!

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I saw you playing basket ball, like i do every day on tuesdays and thursdays. I look at you, and think. You even look at me. You look rite at me, but then i turn away. I wonder if ur gut is telling u its me. Or did one of youre friends point me out to you. This I truly need to know. I love you, I actually do. But the sad part is even thouhgh I know you better than most of my friends. At the same time i dont. I have never walked up to you, or told u that its me. All we do is talk on the internet, but every moment we talk, i cherish it. Every time i get to see you, its like looking at paradise for the first time.

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Ok well Im really bored, w/e at lunch. La LA LA , AZURA just mentioned "u say im really bored all the time" I dont really care. Well Moshe has been acting really strange latley, i think hes on a new drug called rabbit foot, or viniger. Ha Ha wwe are getting high off vinegar and azura just ate some and got it all over her shirt. Now moshe is laughing like a maniac. I just ate some of azuras pizza sticks ( there grose) and the moshe said ' y do u guys think sticks r so nasty?" than we started to laugh again.

brb jordan wants me 2 go to ticket master.






i jionHO jnkmp\ - from azura

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TANCREDI.....* droOoOoL*

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ok I decided that I dont like Jordan. But i really am in LOve with Tancredi. I meen I love the dude but he doesnt even know what i look like. sooo Pathetic. look wat i found in my old sent email.....

Madpunk911: Lets play!!!
Madpunk911: my turn!
Madpunk911: OK U TANK
Madpunk911: ok if the whole world socialized only on the internet would u like me?
silverrevolver8: Yea

hehehehe im soooo proud of that! Well IM over with Jordan because i think im making a mistake thinking that I should fall in love with every guy who likes something i do. I mean thats sorta weird. SO Jordan is a friend and nothing more. Its Tancredi Im worried about. If he was in 7th grade he would stay another year. Then once im in 7th grade I would actually get to talk to him. But sadly hes going to high school next year, and I only have a couple of months to actually talk to him!!! ugh. Well i get to see him before softball practice, but i wont go up and talk to him though. I would die of HUmiliation if I did that. IM SO HOPLESS......sigh....

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Well today was mostly a normal day, i don t really feel like typing rite now though......w/e.....anyway im bored no one is really on so.....im listening to 93 new rock, and this is something i dont get, whenever i turn it on and everytime i do it says its still a 52 minuite of pure rock. W/E,~ I REELY WANNA WACH SMALLVILLE TONIGHt! he gets a dog with the same powers as Clark! hehe, i so want them to air more Lana time though, i meen shes sorta a goody goody 2 shoes slut, but still the whole ancient egyptian / france thing is so exciting. My favorite charecter is yet to stay Lois Lane, well this season. Because she only came this season, it use to be her cousin Cloe....ok there both really cool girl role models, so ya Cloe and Lois Lane are sooooo cooool!....so ya.....well i wanna c it tonight, thats the point!




Look at my other recent entries, there hilarious (the 1 with the pics)

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Im at Literature and we have to do this poem thingy, anyway Jordan is at the table across at me.

DAMN man he looks sooooo hott in his glasses! *droOoOoOL* SO HOT SHO HOT



JORDAN + Glasses = HOT HOT HOTTTTTTTTTT

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Well I was bored till the point i finnaly went to my first softball practice of the year, but i really dont know wat to talk about, except the hottness of Jordan P! awwe! LOL JK JORDAN I KNOW UR READING!


Some cool pix

MAU ISNT ALWAYS THIS UGLY! I Sware!

hmmm....a little bit toooo happy jordan, I wonder whats going on below this picture, o is it zoe givivng u oral sex?

I know Jordans Straight, but i think Travis might be enjoying his spanking!

I am not aloud to describe this picture because of our younger viewers.

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Im realy bored, im not really doing anything praductive! O shit i have to do my science homework and we have 20 minutes left! gtg!


o never mind, azura just sent me her home work. HE HE i am goooood. Anyway i dunno....uhhh well Jordan is like sooooo cool

We have so many things in common, we both love baseball, were both sagitriuses, both of our birthdays are in Novemeber, we like the same music, we have the same favorite bands, we both love INuyasha, we both love comedy, ITs soooo cool hes the hot to so thats a big bonus, but im not sure if he likes me, but he probaly thinks of me as a cool friend and im ok with that, but the relations we have are sooo cool! LOL


This would be the so called "hot" Jordan! HEHEHEHEHEHE

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I just got back from spending Valentines with no other than my parents, ya i know pathetic. We went to eat at this ittalion bar, then they let me go into Hot Topic for 10 minutes then we went to the movies to see "Uncle Neeno" It sounds cheesy but its pretty good, its about this old guy and i cried alot cause i hate when old people cry and stuff like that. Well anyway it was cool. On the way back it was torture, my brother kept repeating " Dairy Queen" Over and over and over again. it was soooooo annoying. Anyway today i went to the middle school for the baseball and softball and tennis meeting. Johnny and Tancredi were there. Johnny is for Tennis, im not sure what Tancredis for, maybe he was just there for no reason. W/e! My valentines day sucked sooooo much! ugh! No secret admirer, boyfriend, or crush. NOOOOOO ugh ugh ugh. mY LIFE HAS BEEN SOOOOO TERRIBLE LATLEY. anyway ive decided to gothifie my room soon, i dont know when ill have time though, MY MOM LOST AZURAS STUPID NECKLACE and shes getting reeeeeeeeeeely pissed, ill just have to buy her a new one, or pay her back. w/e. I like pulled a muscle when i was dancing and im afraid ill do bad at softball, it hurts rite now cause whenever i sit down it hurts, ugh its soooo annoying! owwwww, im listening to depressing love songs, ya i know even more pathetic.

O ya while I was at Hot Topic I saw the cutest shirt! I would of boughten it for Tancredi, but i dont know him well enough to get him something, that would be....well weird. Any way it said " Everybody loves the Ittalion guy" it was soooo cute, it had Mario (the famouse game cube, playstation , xbox guy with his bro the tall green guy) and well it just fit him, cause like every one does like the ittalion guy ( and that would be Tancredi) LOL. I also found some cute shirts for me, well i have to start making money so i can go on a shopping spree, I NEED TO GET NEW CLOTHES SOOOO BADLY! lol im cheap! hehe jkjkjk

Well ummmmmmm im done i guess, my mom wants me to get off now. so ill guess ill update later! BB!

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I was at the Party on Saturday it was pretty cool, in the begging all my posse (6th grade grls) were afraid to dance because the middle school girls were acting like sluts and being watched by 6th grade boys. No middle school boys came except Nick! Wat a bummer, the party would be better if it wasnt like a Bachelor Party for the 6th grade boys + Nick. IM serouse it was more of a strip club then Olivers Birthday party, i meen i wouldnt mind if some hot boys were stripping form the middle school, but still it was borin for us 6th grade grls. But then we just stuch together and danced and it got a little better. Anyway Nick told the DJ to do a slow dance song for Paola, it was soooooo cute, they slow danced and acted soooooo romantic! Then Malcolm by suprise was the pimp of the party, Sasha and Gionna slow danced with him, and when we like danced fast all the grls crouded around him. ( they probaly fleel more comfortable around a gay guy) W/e, I wanted to slow dance with someone, but noooooo i have no bf! ugh, i looked at Vince alot towards the end. Hes really cool. But w/e On sunday I went to Key Largo with my mom and grandparents, it was pretty fun. ANyway now its MOnday and Im at school typing this, i was starring at vince, and i gave him a cool beach Neclace (but didnt say it was a valentine or anything) and then he said thanx, but then he felt bad that he didnt give his best friend a valentine present so he gave the friken Neclace to Moshe! ugh! i friken want vince, or johnny, or Tancredi will do! : )

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OMG ITS THE FUKING END OF THE ROCK NATION! ZETA IS GONE FOREVER! NOOOO, i found out a few days ago and just remebered now to write about it but Oh My fuking god!!??!!

It got switched with some stupid fuked up latin station, we have enuff of thoughs people! The only rock station we rockers have eft is 105.9 and theres only classic rock, not new punk emo rock!


HIDE RUN DO SOMETHING THE PREPS ARE TAKING OVER


top that off i have no boyfriend for Fuking Valentines day, and its TOMORROW~ SHIT SHIT SHIT ~ gtg Johnny.....*drool*

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Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny

Johnny is so hot! and Iactually talked to him on the phone, i asked oliver if he could come to the party so i called him on his cell (he gave me his number! shreeeeeeeek) and invited him. He said he would think about it. I hope he comes i wanna talk to him and stuff, ok i know what ur thinking im going a little to boy crazy cause im deperate to find a bf before monday! well w/e its fun, plus i have always thought johnny was hot, before i knew his name 2, i stared at him alot and then finaly like 4 months ago someone told it to me! but w/e e hottttttt most people dont think it and so maybe he would think since im the only one who thinks that he would go out with me, i hope so! ok ok i am getting a little skanky! ugh! anyway! yay i have his cell! and i heard his voice, talking to me for more than 2 seconds! shreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!! hehehehehehehehe

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OMG the song Milk shake is stuk in my head!


My Milk shake brings all the boys to the yard
dam rtte there better than urs
there rite there better than urs
I can teach u but I have to charge.

If u wanna em,
the drink that makes these
what the guys go crazy for.
They lose there minds,
they take there time
I think its time.

NA na na na na warm it up na na na na na the guys go crazy




MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TODAY IS THE LAST POSSIBLE DAY TO FIND A BOYFRIEND! O AND SATURDAY FOR OLIVERS PARTY BUT NOOOOOOOO!!!

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la la la la la la la la laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa la la!! boored as hell bored as shit, bored as any other curse words ive left out.

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THINKING ABOUT TANCREDIIIIIIIIII LOL! anyway umm im bored and im not sure what I should write about. uhhh well umm im going to the concert and Moshes Party! YAY! but im not sure if i wont be able to go to Disney world, but maybe my parents will change the sates, ok but the problem is that I have to ask Jordan his moms name and phone number if i wanna go, I just asked him cause hes sitting rite next to me. I said " Hey umm i forgot i need ur moms name and ur phone number" and he said "what?" and i still havent got it, and he Just complimented me on my typing! Shreeeeeeeeeeek! Now im talking to azura online about how he mite be a sagitarius cause he mentioned his birthday was in November, and usually Sagitariuses are in December but in late November like in the 20’s ur a sagitarius. Sagitarius’s go together, so now Im going to ask him if he is one…..

Hes a SAgitarius! Yes yes yes yes yes yes! Anyway, I kinda really cant talk so this journal entrie will be updated later of when this is actually happening! But anyway Azura just asked me to look at her, and she showed me the DVD to her film club movie and Micheal and her are on the front cover! That’s soooooooo cute! Lol I know im acting like one of those preppy girly girld but really…!

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I was walking down the side walk yesterday, and then he came. Tancredi! I almost fainted! Hes sooo hot, he is the hottest of all hoties!


* bow down* I AM NOT worthy!



tancredi TANCREDI tancredi TANCREDI

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well I still have to figure out if jordan is really going to give me the tockets, i meen i reeeeely reeeeely need to find out when and this week! My parents are like going crazy. O wait i got up from my comp and i found out all the info I am definely coming lol yay!

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ok well alot alot alot happened today, and i cant believe i forgot to journal earlier! ok well this had to be dhort and quick, well whocares thats impossible any way Nick and Samantha are going out, at first i thought he was just trying to get Paola jelouse, but now he convinced me that he actually likes herr, i meen hes like " o ya smantha is soooo coool, and funny and shit shes also sooo pretty" uh huh, if shes pretty, im Beyonce! wELL AFTER school Micheal (what i heard) gangster asked her out, or something like that. (look at azuras lj on my friends page) But at first his friends had to drag him there, and he kept on spying on her and everything. O and zazu and india are in a fight, and AZzura also cursed out izzy....ok w/e. Then after school at 5:30 i had this sports banquet, mmm free food, but i hardly ate! I ate less then Merina and Izzy! god wat pigs! JKJK! ANYWAY IT WAS REEEEELY FUN. Well we mostly socialized, we hung out with zazie and alyssa a little. I hung out with sam, india, medina, izzy, merina, and moshe. Malcolm was there but i was still at that moment when he was coming up to get his award i was still trying to figure out a way to murder him, and make it look like it was an accident. But i want him to suffer, so when im 80 or 90 i will kill him with my crane! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! ANy way i think I ran the fastes i have ever ran. I meen Moshe tryed to catch me, i was to fast for him, and i was also to fast for merina, and even the middle schoolers complimented me! IM SO PROUD! I think I run better in skirts! Its scientifically prooved that i run better with skirts! so next time im in a race, skirt it will be!

Well i gtg o and sam and nick invited me to meet them somewhere on friday or something, gtg support the friend, but i also wanna become friends with nick, he seems cool, except for him being an ass whole part jk (but only if i dated him he would be but i dont plan to do that any time soon)

OMG i AM going to be boyfriensless! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!