Diary of a Wakeboard Chick

8:50PM - Melting moments.

So, I was taking a lovely little nap, when I was all of the sudden waken by screaming. So I get up to see what's going on, stay in my room for a couple minutes, and finally go find out. The fire alarm went off. I swear to god, if there is a fire, I'm not going to hear the alarm. This is the second fire drill i've missed because I couldn't hear it. Let's all hope there isn't a fire ever, for my sake.


The end.

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11:48PM - Idealistic.

It isn't supposed to be like this.

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6:07PM - Gloom.

Gloom is the word of the day. That's what it looks like outside. I don't feel gloomy. That's just how it is.

18/20 on MTH quiz 1. Yay?

So much reading to do. I'm dreading starting it all. Not to mention the corrections I have to make to my narrative.

Editing other's papers made me feel a lot smarter. Didn't they learn proper grammar in high school?

I must say- I <3 Mirah. Some awesome music. Check it out if you haven't heard it.

Now spinning: Cold Cold Water- Mirah

It's intense.

Just like this weather.

Okay peace.

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6:07AM

I move out today.  Go to college.  Another new start.


It's not welcome this time.


I'm not ready to say goodbye to all the good things here.


I'm scared.



:(







...And so the day starts.

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1:49AM - News.

Reading Jen's update made me want to update.


So I had my surgery.  Let me tell you- it is not a fun experience.  I got to the Straith Clinic around 9:05, but I was early...and the surgeon was late.  So I sat around for about an hour try to pee in a frickin' cup (they wouldn't let me drink or eat starting at midnight the night before the surgery).  After I could finally pee they advised me that it was just a pregnancy test and I'm negative (like I couldn't have just told them that..come on.).  So I go into the operating room where they have me lie on a table.  They then give me my IV and off I am to dreamland for 3 hours.  I woke up all non-coherent like and trying really hard to stay awake.  My parents came in and they were telling my mom how to take care of me.  I remember telling my parents to listen really well because I wouldn't remember anything the nurse was saying (I didn't remember!).  So I got home and slept, all drugged up, the rest of the day. Then last few days have been very annoying.  I wouldn't say I'm in pain because I'm not.  It's more of a constant discomfort.  If it's not the brace bothering me it's my dry eyes, if it's not my eyes, it's my dry mouth, if its not my mouth its the stuffiness of my nose.  It all just is very uncomfortable.  Also I'm not used to being this bored.  usually I can go out, pick up my friends, and drive around for the day.  But now I have to depend on people ot show up to visit (very rarely), and wait around all day for a myspace message or a text on my phone.  You don't realize how much affect the outside world has on you until you're cut off from physical, personal, communication.  It's really rather depressing.  I sit around all day playing on my laptop or playing with Lauren's (graciously donated for the week) DS.  Not to mention I'm not quite sure if all of this was worth it.  My new nose from what I can tell (not much because everything is so swollen) is not that great.  So far it's just there.  A swollen nose covered in a brace that only shows off the very tip.  My cheeks are really puffy as well and my eyelids are bruised a nice purple shade which makes it look like I'm wearing eyeshadow (I'm not!).




It all just kinda sucks, and each day I'm waiting for it to get better...and it's not.


So that's where I leave off.  Bored, bored, bored.  Unhappy, unhappy, unhappy...


Someone come visit tomorrow.

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4:34PM - Well, well, well.

My summer has been awesome.




My surgery, my life-changing surgery, is only in 9 days.


I'm going to feel like a whole new person pretty much.




My wakeboarding season is basically over in 9 days as well.


That part sucks.



I just want it to be move-in already.


Basically, right now, life is pretty boring.

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3:03PM - whoa.

That's it.  It's over.  I'm now a freshman in college.  This is sooo fucking weird.

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11:13PM - whoa its been a while

I guess it's been forever since I've updated this thing.  Basically I'm finally 18. Fuck yeah.  I just took my AP German test- first time I wasn't disappointed myself for failing something...go figure.  Spring break was amazing. I turned 18 in Mexico and met some people, and had a good fucking time doing so.  I started dating kind of.  I'm not sure I like it.  I think it's just making me realize how unable I am to commit and how i push people away when I start to get close to them.  I guess it's just something I have to work on, along with picking out all of the bad and using it to trump the good as an excuse to get out fast.  I'm really lame that way.  I d k maybe I just haven't met the right person to date yet.  Whatever.  I'm for sure going to State in the fall.  Getting ready for all of that is fun.  I'm having surgery on July 11.  Like a big surgery.   That's why I'm not having a grad party.  It's good though cause this way I get a whole month and a half of wakeboarding in before I'm in pain for the rest of it haha. School has become such a joke.  I have all A's and I'm never there.  When I am there I just sleep. It's like extended nap time.  I got a new job in February and quit Putting Edge thank god!  I now work at CJ's brewing co. it's a restaurant/bar.  I like it- I've met a lot of people through there.  Matt has become a good friend, as well as Donna, Kelly, Charlie Etc.  I really like it overall.  I can't believe I only have 9 days left of WLC.  It's so surreal.  I never have to go back there if I don't want to.  Woofuckinhoo!



alright thats enough update for tonight.

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12:22PM - Yeah it's like that.

So it's really sad that the only thing thats getting me through the rest of Senior year is my excitement over Michigan State.  Everyday thats pretty much all I do- think about it and research it.  I'm so stoked that they have a waterski/wakeboard club.  Def. gonna be joining that.  And I'm pretty damn excited that I'm gonna be rooming with my best friend.  HOPEFULLY we won't drive eachother too crazy.

so yea my classes this semester:

1. AP Psychology
2. Acting 2/3 w/ Rexroat
3. Stagecraft w/ Rexroat
4. AP German
5. Pre-Calc
6. Creative Writing w/ Eastman



let me know if you have any with me.


peace.

Current mood: excited

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6:13PM - Im a Spartan!

New email address!


schwa279@msu.edu

:)

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3:16PM - I'm so done.

That's it!  I am SO fed up.  Being the nice one, and doing the noble thing has only hurt me so far.  All these great things are passing me by and it's my fucking fault cause I had to be nice about it.  FUCK THAT SHIT.  I'M DONE BEING THE NICE ONE.

Oh yea.  And if you have a question for me...ask me.  Don't let 5 billion other people come and ask- so I feel like I'm being attacked...not cool.

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9:25AM - Schedule's Up

Well atleast I know that I can still count on the school to screw up my schedule...thats about all I can count on them for.


here it is.

Semester 1
1. AP psych- Miller
2. Pers. Weights 1- Gauntzville
3. Anatomy- Marks
4. AP German-Lewis
5. Pre Calc-Auten
6. College Writing- Hoover (this is the class they screwed up- im trying to switch out and get into college reading)

Semester 2
1. AP psych-Miller
2. Acting 2- Rexroat
3. Apparently I don't have a 3rd hour ??
4. AP german- Lewis
5. Pre Calc- Auten
6. Creative Writing- Hoover





Fuck Walled Lake Central.



Tell me if you have a class.

Current mood: annoyed

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11:26PM - Summer 06 (so far) In pictures

Current mood: happy

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12:43AM - Dashboard

Okay soooo thanks to D-Funk I got to go to the Dashboard Confessional concert last minute. It was SOOO good! They played a lot off their new CD which I don't have so that part kinda sucked cause I didn't know those songs but they also did play all the classics!


And of COURSE they ended with Hands Down!!!!


It was SOOOOO good!!!



Oh man and then we saw all the guys from the opening band Say Anything and we think we saw Chris Carrabba walk into a house next door to the back of the Michigan Theatre stage door- but we weren't sure.


WOW what an amazing night!

Current mood: Soooo out of it...

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12:22AM - Some input please?

What happens when you're the good girl, who likes the bad boy, who likes the other good girl? And what happens when you know liking the bad boy could get you in a lot of trouble?


Input guys...

Current mood: curious

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10:12PM - Hell Ya!

Okay so today I worked for a little bit, thennnnn I went wakeboarding with Melonie, Alyssa, and Brad! I did soooo well today compared to all last year even! Today was my first attempt at a 180 and with only 3 or 4 tries I can turn all the way into it but I still can't get back out of it. I also worked on a couple surfing exercises to help with cutting into/out of the wake to do wake to wakes.

It was amazing...and I can't wait to go out again tomorrow!

yay

Peace

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1:26AM

Well kiddos


This week is getting to be mega busy already!

Tomorrow I'm wakeboarding with Melonie, Alyssa, and Brad from 1-4, Then I work 5-Close

Thursday I work 12-5 and board 5- whenever

Friday I'm Boarding 4-whenever then I'm supposed to chill with Aaron whom I havn't seen in forever!


Saturday is dedicated to Dana Landreth :) and then hopefully going to her bonfire



If anyone wants to come boarding let me know! You are def. invited :) I'll teach you how too :)!

Current mood: happy

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12:09AM - Wow!

Welll I havn't updated in a while, I guess since the play huh. Soooo I'm finally out for the summer yay! Finals went well- I finished with a 4.16 w00t! This week is reallly busy- We're throwing my brother his graduation-from-college party tomorrow so we will have people in and out all day. My grandfather's unveiling(jewish thing where a year after someone dies you go see the grave) on monday, so all of that family is in. My parents are leaving to go up north on wed-sat. Tonight I went to a miss Madeline Bien's house for a bonfire which was a lot of fun. Overall I'm really happy with life. I just wish I didn't have one year left. I wish I was done now. Oh well though.



Hope everyone is having a fantastic summer so far.


8192550- Call me if you would like to do anything this summer, I will be free for the most part.


:)

Current mood: happy

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9:03PM

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8:48PM - Talk about irony

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/12467604/?GT1=7938

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