★ S P A C E ★ was recorded over 4 days in a good place by the sea, 2025.
PART 1 You were feeling Dead Inside.
It had all drifted through your fingers, like writing in the sand and who wanted ya now?
The rug got pulled out- Truth called you a liar &
down you dropped into the great divide.
So there you were,
floating in mid-air
at the border of nothing to believe.
🔔 but you hear something. 🔔
you lean close
a light, i wonder, a phantom limb?
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Day 1: the 90’s = let’s be alone, but together, like at a café
Day 2: mourn the loss of my type A personality set
Day 3: 3 tunes, 2 John’s, 1 Cat and a dog
Day 4: trashy, tribal, sandalwood
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i’ve been alive a while, it made me feel dead inside and it’s a crime not to talk about how when you’re dead inside it’s only cos you’ve been alive for such a while and that’s just one of the things gonna hit ya right out of the blue, hits ya right out of the blue- Dead Inside. and when you find your style though it may take you quite a while, it’ll be just fine (prove it’s true- fine) now when you’re dead inside, it’s only cos you’ve been alive for such a while that you’ll know JUST what to do ‘bout feeling dead inside Drink More Water. Settle a bit. Tell yourself, it’ll be just fine, it’ll be just fine cos’ a good friend told me that if it’s not good it’s not the end, no not if it’s not good it’s not.
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ESOTERICA
a must read, especially the part on Discovering Space.
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3.
ALO John, John, Hana, Cat, Ciera, Nimal, Nino, Damian, Coleen, mememe, Hugo lean closer to those who can love. Lean Closer to them cos they show us the way how to live. Closer to those who can play still, sure they earned it, they learned it the heart way- that life isn’t closer to some. It’s love that leans in and it’s love we become. It’s love we become. It’s love we become. Let’s Get Closer to those who can listen, lean closer to them cos they light up the way how to lean just hanging out baby closer to those who can praise be, sure they earned it they learned it the heart way- life isn’t closer to some, it’s love that leans in and it’s love we become it’s love we become it’s love we become so lean in cos it’s love that leans in and it’s love we become, la la love leans in.
use at own peril.
2.
I am the tiger’s roar, I’m a flower inside a holy war I am pardon without sin and I watch from within. Singers Unite. Singers without fright you are the light within lover i’m wondering what’s within? who’s without and what is it all about o the rug’s pulled out inside Adam inside Eve at the border of nothing to believe I’m salvation in the choir’s hymn and I watch from within. Singers Unite. Singers be bright you are the light within. Lover I’m wondering what’s with in ya. Who’s without and what is it all about now the rug’s pulled out? Singers Unite.
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Grant
finer than an ocean star
8.
across the great divide covered in snow from whose shadows none can hide but we can let go of it’s echo deep inside let go across the great divide drop into the great divide covered in snow where the heart denies i haven’t let go but i wanna let go i wanna let go and get across the great divide to dance in the rain for a while the sun could hide but what could remain covered in snow then from across the great divide covered in snow it was as if you could not hide or couldn’t contain that song inside of you you just had to call across the great divide you just had to call had to call
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4.
Does it scare you to reach out? Cos it scares me, but i want you near me should I sit down and write a song hope you sing along and fall in love again all in love again fall all in love again with me. O this is the pain that’s closed a thousand doors and it’s waged countless wars but to swim against it’s tide, there’s no safety, human frailty is a prize and it’s shared with all that dies, Fall in love again, all in love again, love again.
use at own peril.
5.
I’ve got a feeling that things aren’t exactly as they seem. My bags are packed and I’m off to wake up from this dream where everything was going fine we were getting by and towing the line but then this feeling you’re not mine i’ve got this feeling skyflower floating in midair these feelings too big to bear made of all the love i’d hoped we’d share i’d hate to think that things are exactly as they seem cos they seem to tick tock to the breakdown of our dreams like when did you start being mine there’s no sub-divided moment of time to find i see castles floating in midair growing dustier year to year wah wah wah wah sad so sad so so sad mmnhmn if only i could hold the line knowing nothing’s really ever truly mine i’d stop i’d stop it all i’d unpack my bags my stuff my cat wave bi-bi to all that normal in my mind wonder what i’ll find. we’re flowers that grow in midair we hold out love and user beware phantom limbs exist no where still hurting things need loving tender care.
use at own peril.
6.
old red lines old red scars and cigarettes old red hurt digging into the dirt and i’m digging old red and i dance i’m drunk i’m mixed into the sky i laugh i’m empty but you you wanna know why i’m always trying to get, you always wanna be high and i’m down here drowning but still you wanna know why can’t i even just don’t i wanna just try don’t even wanna just try just try a little. old red words can’t take back what’s been said old red fire when truth calls me a liar and i’m a liar now old red and i dance i’m drunk i’m mixed into the sky i laugh i’m empty i don’t need to know why i’m always trying to get and i always wanna be high and i’m down here drowning in a fire but still you wanna know why don’t i wanna just don’t even wanna just try just try a little. old red thank you i see no-one is an island no-one.
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7.
You’ve got the money you’ve got the look you drip with honey from every nook and crook ya life is funny you think you make a mark pretending that things won’t ever never go dark and who wants ya now? Time spoke to ya, tied a yoke to ya, now you’re chained to a flat tire cos you lost the money life rolled your dice you found that honey hides a razor blades slice cos’ things come things go it’s like the tides you should have kicked the tire on your easy ride cos’ who wants ya now? life when it lingers a miracle’s at hand it drifts through time’s fingers like writing in the sand and i’ll take you now now that you can’t go on now that your heart is strong you’re finer than an ocean star.
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