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Love this poem... [08 Mar 2008|01:39am]
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angel081385
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Stevie Smith - Away, Melancholy

Away, melancholy,
Away with it, let it go.

Are not the trees green,
The earth as green?
Does not the wind blow,
Fire leap and the rivers flow?
Away melancholy.

The ant is busy
He carrieth his meat,
All things hurry
To be eaten or eat.
Away, melancholy.

Man, too, hurries,
Eats, couples, buries,
He is an animal also
With a hey ho melancholy,
Away with it, let it go.

Man of all creatures
Is superlative
(Away melancholy)
He of all creatures alone
Raiseth a stone
(Away melancholy)
Into the stone, the god
Pours what he knows of good
Calling, good, God.
Away melancholy, let it go.

Speak not to me of tears,
Tyranny, pox, wars,
Saying, Can God
Stone of man's thoughts, be good?
Say rather it is enough
That the stuffed
Stone of man's good, growing,
By man's called God.
Away, melancholy, let it go.

Man aspires
To good,
To love
Sighs;

Beaten, corrupted, dying
In his own blood lying
Yet heaves up an eye above
Cries, Love, love.
It is his virtue needs explaining,
Not his failing.

Away, melancholy,
Away with it, let it go.

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New poem :) [02 Nov 2007|12:50pm]
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angel081385
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Want and Need

To contemplate the contrast: want and need,
One must consider happiness as end.
To want and get is happiness indeed,
But need obtained mere standard does portend.
One may not always want a need for sure,
And need perceived may merely weakness stand,
But want fulfilled is momentary cure,
While waiting need lies dormant, dull and bland.
A want is never needed: need’s a chain
Man drags along his life’s animal task.
A need deprived brings groveling and pain,
But granted want empowers those who ask.
As far as contrast gives result to see,
Far better, then, to want, to choose, be free.

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childhood poem :) [16 May 2007|09:43am]
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angel081385
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FibersCollapse )

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A new poem from me-- at long last [28 Feb 2007|03:57am]
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angel081385
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I just suddenly got inspiration at 2amCollapse )

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[06 Jun 2006|08:18pm]
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angel081385
[ mood | Image relaxed ]

A break from studying to share a poem about gradesCollapse )

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i fill your spaces. [06 Jun 2006|05:09pm]
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Maybe I should be taken off..
Life is grand in crazy spectrums.
Kaleidoscopes that give you different patterns.
I'm only okay when I think of the past,
Things that happened before when
The world was delicately put upon the palm of our hands.

Nostalgia is on every corner,
And I'm getting lost in memory lane.
Every turn is another illusion of you;
It seems I cannot find the path
To better places with more qualitative things to look at.

I'm so far gone.
What is love without the pain,
And what is pain without the knowledge?
I'm learning new things.
Maybe I should be taken off..
Life is grand in crazy spectrums.
Kaleidoscopes with different patterns.
I'm viewing you with different lovers.


*Note: I don't know if qualitative is a word. I also wrote it just now without really thinking.. my favorite way. :] Enjoy.
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a sonnet [07 May 2006|04:34pm]
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I haven't written a sonnet in awhile. So here goes:

The days are grey and bland without meaning.
I'd gladly go back to the way things were
When Life was Truth, and there was no scheming,
When all else had no need to be obscured.
I pounce upon a glimpse of light which shines
So seductively; it lures me closer.
We can pretend to outrun Father Time,
Jump into memories, keep the lines blurred.
I am lost within our escapade;
I fail to determine a friend from foe.
Every succession, matched by fallen blades
'Til the hills ring with each shrieking echo. 
Sweet life, to slow you down would take away
Not only pain, but the joy in each day.

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there's nothing left, so take a rest. [04 May 2006|07:33pm]
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krazykari123
I do believe it's a fact;
we can never go back to being "just friends"
because right when it begins,
some little worm of emotion
squirms in and infests all the
warriors of strength. I break down.
You're not here to comfort, only listen,
and I grow sick; this epidemic disease
takes its toll.
The only cure is you.
You're not here quick enough.
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the day i knew you would leave, i can barely breathe. [04 May 2006|07:25pm]
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krazykari123
so if yer bad at goodbyes,
don't say them and just
put up a hand,
like yer waiting for the next time.
never turn back
to head back to some place-
yer home? but
how is it yer home when yer home
is where yer leaving.
go ahead and keep walking backwards,
but don't be unsure of where yer goin' 'cause
danger is ahead,
and you've gotta watch, or else-
bang, bang;
and yer dead.
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[13 Apr 2006|11:28am]
detourrr
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when the top of the world falls on you. [05 Apr 2006|07:34pm]
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krazykari123
I'm thinking again
about doing it in
more creative ways,
with more artistic ways
of covering it up.
And I know I'm not fucked up
like the rest of those girls,
but I don't have it
as good as everyone imagines


here's the last oneCollapse )

i'm not seeing what i'm doing in the last one.
just.. whatever came to mind, i guess.
still sucked. haha. oh wellssss..
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sew this up with threads of reason and regret. [19 Mar 2006|12:44pm]
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krazykari123
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I keep starting out really amazing-like with my poems,
like, I'll throw out this really good line,
and as I keep going, it just kind of falls apart.
Hate that.

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what kind of portrait, still-life, landscape? [05 Mar 2006|02:21am]
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krazykari123
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I composed this on February 28, 2006.
When things weren't spun into perspective for me,
and I still cared about the trivial things in life.

I'll probably come around to caring again;
it'll just take me a bit,
especially since there are more important things to worry
[[or think]] about.

we'll paint a picture individually,
just to show each other together.
blending colors with the faintest touch;
it's already a masterpiece,
long before it's done.
i'm peeking at your canvas;
i only want the slightest glimpse,
but you shuffle, and it's blocked.
our eyes meet, and you smile.
"patience," and "not yet."
will there ever be a time?
i'm watching the sky,
turning black from the brilliant hues,
and even before that, the blinding blue.
mine is half-dry,
and you're still hovering over yours,
working so diligently; you look at peace.
are you truly at peace?
what floods your mind,
and drowns out your pain? [[i need it]]
the answer, i know
before it even touches your lips.
"KPAC." of course. "KPAC."
the truth is like a blade that slashes,
the fatal blow, and i'm on my dying gasps.
why couldn't you have lied,
just this once, and if you told me later,
i might've survived, recovered faster.
still putting on those finishing strokes.
i'm laying down on this dust-ridden floor,
wood and creeky, trying not to breathe too loudly,
in case you may hear the rasp, and worry.
you never look down again,
but did i even expect more?
night bleeds into dawn,
and she creeps up upon our
lost, beaten, weary souls.
a new day for another change.
you're still perfecting,
and i take out a new brush.

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[24 Feb 2006|07:48am]
detourrr



Horsehair bristles anoint the dry eyed sky
with a bluebird's feathers
accenting with drops of colorless cotton-candy.

A calming scene
in which puddles of stone and mortar
become a hide-away, and patches of clover cover
mute hills.

A lemon rind sunrise
raidiating heat over this popsicle-stick forrest.
the sand-grained crow lets out a sigh once more.

With a tentitive hand, I paint the sky with my words 
                                                         press play.

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[05 Feb 2006|08:49pm]
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~my guilty concious~

I hear a name
his name
the name in my dreams
I shout his name
but noone replies
does it not seem so???
I await the reply
..............
silence is all I can hear
my state of perplexity is soon to be
retain my ardour
my guilty concious
i hate myself, for thinking this
life is like a box of chocolates I've always said, but
once the chocolates are gone
what's to eat???
surely not the box.......
cold, wetness
like dipping your foot into the water
is that what I feel???
cold and wet???
i treat myself like a looser
like a true fool
is this not what I am???
the truth hurts
I guess that's okay
love doesn't suit my mental state of mind
retain my ardour
my guilty concious
stop the hatred
the side of me that i hate
the wet is a bitter cold
warm me up please!
i won't doubt the fact that you and me together are meant, but
perfect??
is that so???
i'm not so sure
.................
deep silence again
no answer
no lie
no truth
no telling what's to come.....
is this my future???

.......***........<3 ps: my poem; not good

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:) [22 Jan 2006|03:55pm]
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angel081385
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Well, here's the first poem I wrote for my poetry class. It's a lot different than any other poem I've written, and I think that will continue to happen. It was supposed to be an imagist poem, composed of images that convey emotion.

Early Evening ShadowCollapse )

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still so blah. [08 Jan 2006|02:05am]
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Siting in safety.
My couch; outside, pouring sunshine.
Generic coffee shop.
Staring at my quivering
hands, listening to my
chattering teeth. The laughs
from wannabes. Silence of
crazies. Vigilant artists.
My carefree friends. A sip
of lukewarm wetness, sweetly bitter.
I'm traveling blind; oh, back
down memory lane again.
I've been here before,
but it is still unfamiliar.
Blurred scenes. Deposited into
pain, but it goes unfelt here;
I am Untouchable. Just
remembering things that only
seem long ago. Oh change,
you catch me unsuspecting.
Sitting in safety. My couch;
oh, pouring sunshine outside.
Generic coffee shop. A sip
of lukewarm wetness, sweetly bitter.
Questions, unthoughtfully answered -
not rudely, just unthinkingly.
Too many un- prefixes. Undo time.
Undo change. Undo this reason.
A voice calls to you, a gentle hand
grows menacing and slaps your cup.
Down. Slightly chilled, sticky wet.
Stained on my favorite faded blue jeans.
I take off the lid, and half-filled is
empty.
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[02 Jan 2006|11:04pm]
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angel081385
[ mood | Image nostalgic ]

~The Scent of Happiness~
The soft scent of the flowers drifts to me,
A scent that fills the air with an embrace.
This island is a gem within the sea,
As intricate as finely crafted lace.
Amazing how a patch of land so small
When on a map its presence you behold
Transcends the beauty of a waterfall;
Surpasses in value the finest gold.
From boat tours of the river in the day
To captivating luaus held at night,
It is without a doubt that I can say:
Never before has beauty filled my sight
In such a way as this Kauai so dear;
Surely the perfect end to any year.

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[28 Dec 2005|01:08pm]
detourrr


A Steriod Landscape


Windmills dirtied
hiding blue skies.
Deriving weeds
smother green hills.

From a budding lifestyle
as it once was,
crossing the bridge
to a different world.

Roll down the window, dear,
it's cold in this box.
I'm suffocated by the air
on your mountain.

Let's fly to a new scene
and we'll live like it's real.
A Wednesday afternoon;
tea and sunshine.

This doesn't have to make sense,
it just has to rhyme.
"Like a ten year old pretending,
this summer's never ending."

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[29 Dec 2005|12:21pm]
detourrr


There's a mess on the table from last night's take out, and the radio's screaming from the other room.

The war we just fought still rings in my ears,
and the smell of your burnt rubber
leaves a trail of guilt upon my driveway.

Maybe it'll be a day or two
before you give up your ten dollar retreat
and try again.

But I dont want to try again.
A mediocre life is not
what im looking for.

'Cause I don't want your old shirts
strewn around my vacuumed carpet.
And I'm tired of washing your coffee staind cups
in my brand new, bright blue dress.

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