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[Jun. 1st, 2005|12:52 am]
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hello i am a new member i just found this community and thought the people here seemed kool from what i have read,my name is laura,im 22,i am a very negative person,though i try not to be,i think even when im happy im still sad.so well i like to write alot,its all i really do.
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| Falling through something that has no beginning or end |
[May. 24th, 2005|07:08 pm]
my bleeding words
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| [ | I'm listening to |
| | Marilyn Manson- tainted love | ] |
| [ | I'm Feeling a bit |
| |  blank | ] |
Wrote this poem. No really inspiration other then Im feeling really depressed at the moment. Nothng seems to make it any better or worse...
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|06:22 pm]
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it isn't the same.. i'm not that girl you wrote those songs about, it doesn't hurt to think of me.. this is killing me, that you don't cry over me, but you cry all the time.. i wonder if you're honest. i don't believe you're true.. i don't believe you and your sadness.. because it hurts too bad... there's an unborn memory of us in your room, screaming to sad songs.. you want to know my secrets and love me all the same.. but dear if you knew all my secrets, i swear you'd hate me so... you lost and i'm losing, something i should never have fell for.. and you knew this for so long, but this hurt doesnt creep inside your thoughts.. atleast not of me... where ever you might keep me |
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| Hello I'm New |
[Mar. 11th, 2005|02:28 pm]
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Hiya everyone i'm a new member to this community...
My Name Is Hana And I'm 15, female with brown hair, i enjoy writn songs/poetry/sons, i like to draw/paint/sketch and i love listening to music...even though rock and metal isnt my taste i DO NOT hold that agaisnt anyone who likes it, my prefered tastes are hip hip/rap/rnb...i joined this community, because i feel lost confused and depressed alot of the time, and can't tell my friends because they expect me to be happy all the time. Don't get me wrong alot of things in my life i'm more than happy with, like my mom, my boyfriend and my two best friends but as i'm a teenager i have my share of worries too.
i hope you can welcome me and let me join in with this communtiy, thank you all
Mwah Hana x
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[Jan. 5th, 2005|12:04 pm]
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| [ | I'm listening to |
| | by myself | ] |
| [ | I'm Feeling a bit |
| |  confused | ] |
it's not fair. i got two of my friends together and now when i three way everyone they other power me and i hate it so sometimes i hang up on them and they call me back or they never do and it pisses me off. or, when i'm quiet for a long time it takes them like almost an hour before they notice i'm not talking. no lie. i'm not making this up and i'm not stretching the truth either. what should i do? it's so confussing. |
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| hello my name is Mallory whats yours? |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|08:58 pm]
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| [ | I'm Feeling a bit |
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i want more people to talk to then one person about things because the person i talk to sometimes doesn't understand. shes also the one who puts problems on me. she doesn't mean to nor does she know it but i don't want her to stop telling me things. i like to help her when she needs someone because i'm the only one she talks to about stuff. whatever. if anyone knows what to do can you please tell me because i'm so confused on what to do. |
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| new member who hates herself |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|12:15 am]
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| [ | I'm Feeling a bit |
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| [ | I'm listening to |
| | falling away from me- korn | ] |
i know my poetry sucks, but here it is
i want someone to rescue me
i'm calling your name
but you dont hear
i wish you could hear
my screams and cries
but i know that
you'll never care
i gave you all i was
and you left me waiting
in the rain
i sat and waited
until i cried
thinking of you
yet again
you control what i do
because you're all
i've ever wanted
but i can't take it anymore
i'm giving up
but i still love you
there's only one thing
i'll ask you to do
i place something in your hand
and bid you my final request:
"Take this razor, sign your name
across my wrists, so everyone
will know who left me like this." |
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| Hello, anyone out there? |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|03:12 pm]
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Has this community been forgotten? |
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| indulging.. just this once |
[Sep. 22nd, 2004|10:33 pm]
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| [ | I'm Feeling a bit |
| | hmm.. | ] |
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| | "Tauto" - Brand New.. on repeat | ] |
well here i go, i was going through communities and this is the one i felt most applied to what i've been experiencing.. see, my mom's been on meth and high my whole life and they (the government) took us away and put us with our grandma.. Happy Ending ladeeladeeda.. well not really, since i was twelve i've been cutting in secret, that was when it was so blatanly obvious that there was no way i could really connect with my friends because they were just like aliens with their happy families.. they didnt know hurt till they scraped their knees.. i live in a small town and its murder with them, none of them even want to know me, so that only encourages loneliness and wallowing in all the bad things in my head ...so well, i havent talked to anyone in depth about this, i've bottled it up for so long and i just need to let it bleed out...... and yeah, i need friends so add me too! this isnt really telling much, but it'll come out if you're curious at all |
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[Sep. 11th, 2004|11:51 am]
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| [ | I'm listening to |
| | Finch- LettersToYou. | ] |
whaddup. i figured i'd post in this shit because i'm madd bored. so,
i've had the worst week imaginable. let me exlpain... shannon is our
friend. and she likes this boy named DJ. and dj lives in the next town
over, and we only see him at the skatepark. dj HATES
me and kelsi, for no reason. and calls us dykes, for no reason.
and so dj did something to me and kelsi and basically ruined our
summer. so, we dispise of dj. and meanwhile, shannon is all, "well he
didnt do anything to me so i cant be mad at him" WTF IS THAT? if i
liked someone that my friends hated, i'd drop him in a second. this
bullshit just doesn't make sense. so, yeah, i plan on smothering
shannon in her sleep. and slitting dj's throat. : )
exoh.
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