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I decided to do this blog because to be honest sometimes I think too much and this is the kind of stuff that keeps me up late at night. Some of it might be controversial, some of it is just inane ramblings (or would that be insane ramblings? hmm). Some of this is stuff that just down right pisses me off.   Although none of this is really meant for others to read, if you do find yourself reading this, I hope that you enjoy it or at the very least that it inspires you to think .                                                                                                                                                         

bonus lectio, bonus reputo

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A bit more about Gnomes….

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Gnomes come in all sizes, skin pigmentation, language, IQ, temperament, skills and Hats…yes, that’s right, I said Hats. To a Gnome, hat color means everything. Often though the difference is like comparing Amish, Mennonites and German Baptists….not really much difference … Continue reading

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And this is why you need to spray for Gnomes…..

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And this is why you need to spray for Gnomes….. For the last year I have been busy trying to do a big ole life and home “spring cleaning” and repair (on an almost nonexistent budget no less). It was … Continue reading

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MACH-IV test of Machiavellianism


Just how Macheavellian are some of you? Take the test…My answer is below

http://personality-testing.info/tests/MACH-IV.php

Other online Personality tests    http://personality-testing.info/

 

(Your score was 94 of 100. )

This puts you in the category of the high Machs, people who do not belive in the goodness of the world and that because that it must be manipulated, people who Machiavelli would approve of.

 

And for those of you wondering just how Narcissistic, I am…well I took that test too…

http://personality-testing.info/tests/NPI.php

These are your results on the Narcissistic Personality Inventory.

Your score is 25, out of 40. Higher scores indicate greater levels of narcissism.

 

 

 

Enjoy….

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A Scary thought…


So I was thinking about one of my favorite “inspirational quotes” and came to realize just how little we think through those things that we like to quote. If you think about some of our most common inspirational quotes, some of them can have a really dark side. at least a lot of mine do. The specific quote is from one of my favorite movies “THE EDGE” by one of my favorite actors, Anthony Hopkins. Anthony Hopkins could make a simple dinner of liver and fava beans with a white wine, as well known as a Big Mac, and I hate Alec Baldwin and he dies in this movie…Adam Baldwin is ok…Alec sucks. ANYWAY…The Quote “What One man can do, another can do”. Sounds inspirational huh? Especially if you are struggling with something. Just the knowledge or reminder that others have overcome those obstacles before you, can help inspire you to do it. Right?

I mean, on the outside is seems alright. Humans do have this nasty habit of improvising, adapting, and overcoming their environment. It is how we became human after all.

BUT, I am a scholar of human behavior of a sort…and mankind has this dark side to his ego.  So…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

HITLER, Pol Pot, Stalin, Quisling, Custer, The crusades, Cotton Mather, The Salem Witch trials, The inquisition, 9-11,…Need I go on?   Those who fail to learn from history are destined to repeat it.

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Gay Marine’s Amazing Journey From Homeless Shelter to Ivy League


STORY HERE  http://gma.yahoo.com/blogs/abc-blogs/gay-marines-amazing-journey-homeless-shelter-ivy-league-110031761–abc-news-topstories.html?bcmt=comments-postbox

okay, so I was reading a fluff news story, I’m honest…that is what it really is….it is meant to stir controversy, discussion and get attention, MAYBE CHANGE AN OPINION OR TWO, OR AT LEAST TO INSPIRE THOUGHT PROVOCATION. who knows maybe be inspiring to some people if they can slip that in, but still it’s “fluff”. I HOLD NO ILLUSIONS, WHAT SENSE WOULD THAT MAKE? IT’S REAL AND ONLY PURPOSE IS TO BOOST READERSIP IN A MANNER WHICH PRODUCES THE OPTIMUM PROFIT THAT THE OWNERS ARE WILLING TO EXCHANGE SOMETHING FOR IN RETURN OF WHICH THEY VALUE.

(Hmmm, this is not good….I’m not sure where this part was suppooooosed to wind up copy/pasted from my clipboard, but here it is…It’s about the Arizona bill that just got vetoed….I VALUE THEIR FREEDOM TO FEEL THAT WAY AND IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM WOULD WISH TO TRY AND IMPOSE MY OWN PERSONAL  VALUES APON YOU OR ANY OTHER WHO DID NOT WISH TO WILLINGLY DO SO, I WOULD FEEL TERRIBLE IF I ACCIDENTLY CAUSED SOMEBODY TO SIN , BY THE ACCEPTANCE OF MY BUSINESS, IF THEIR RELIGION MIGHT FORBID IT. JESUS, THAT WACKY JEWISH RABBI  MESSIAH…. SAID SOMETHING ALONG THE LINES OF “WOE BEIT WHOM CAUSETH ANOTHER MAN TO STUMBLE AND SIN.” DIDN’T HE?….I THINK THAT I REMEMBER THAT SOMEWHERE….HMMMMM……..SO…WOULD YOU PLEASE BE SO KINDLY, AS TO POST OUT SIDE OF YOUR BUSINESS, EXACTLY *THOSE* THINGS WHICH YOUR PERSONAL BELIEFS ARE WHICH MIGHT CAUSE YOU TO SIN OF YOU DID NOT EXERCISE YOUR FREEDOM OF RELIGION????….IN FACT “I” MANDATE IT!!! ALL OF THEM PLEASE…  I HAVE THE FREEDOM OF NOT BEARING THE GUILT OF YOUR INNOCENCE OR GUILT OF SIN, WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT THOSE THINGS MIGHT BE ASFTERALL…PERSONALLY I WOULD EQUATE IT TO A SORT OF “SIN” THOUGH NOT OF ANY DIETY, SO …!!! SPELL IT OUT PLEASE…IS ONE SIN SOME HOW WORSE OR MORE OR LESS SINNFUL THAN OTHERS? DO SOME SINS SOMEHOW HAVE REDEAMING QUALITIES? IF SO THEN SIN IS OKAY AND POSITIVE SOMETIMES?????IF NOT, THEN AREN’T THEY ALL NEGATIVE? IF THEY ARE ALL NEGATIVE, THEN ISN’T THAT WORSE/LESS THAN/LESS REDEEMING THAN  THAN A POSSITIVE? , SO THAT I DON’T IN ADVERTANTLY HURT YOU, CONDEM YOUR SOUL, OR CAUSE YOU TO SIN IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM, YOU ARE HEARBY MANDATED TO LIST ALL OF THOSE SINS WHICH YOU BELIEVE ACCEPTABLE IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM, AND THOSE SINS WHICH YOU DO NOT FIND ACCEPTABLE. WHAT IS YOUR CRITEAREA?   .ISN’T IT BETTER TO DO GOOD “+” THAN TO DO EVIL ” – “? WHY NOT THEN GO AND DO GOOD RATHER THAN EVIL?  what amazes me is how some people,  myself included, can be so surprised  knowing all that we do KNOW ABOUT HUMAN NATURE AND OUR SORTED HISTORY , , at the ignorance and intolerance FOR “DIFFERENT” THAT THERE REALLY WAS IN SUCH A SUPPOSED ENLIGHTENED “SAPIANT BEING” MUCH LESS OUR COUNTRY IT’S FUTURE AND THE POSSIBILITY OF SUCH DANGEROUS ANOMOIES OF MUTATION  EVER ARRISING IN OUR POPULATION AGAIN….  *SHUDDER* AND I WAS BORN AND RAISED HERE IN THE BUCKLE OF BIBLE BELT!!! btw IT’S A COWBOY BELT BUCKLE…)

one post struck me WRONG and so I just felt that, IT NEEDED TO BE ADDRESSED, DUE TO THE SHEER MAGNITUDE OF THE EVIL OF THAT POST, IT’S INTENT, AND WHAT THAT PORTED WITH THE WIND TO,  AND IT”S TRUE IGNORANCE BROUGHT TO THE LIGHT AND SHOWN FOR WHAT IT IS.  I had to answer…repeatedly…so instead of crashing yahoo for the third time today….ta da! viola!  for those of you who get here first…it’s late…I’ll fix the spelling, punctuation and grammer tomorrow….maybe…the capitalization?…well my eyes are a little blurry right now so bear with me just a bit. MY GRAD SCHOOL GRAMMER GENIOUS… ANY DARING PSYCH STUDENTS OUT THERE…..TELL YOUR BUDDY WRITING HIS THESIS IN ABNORMAL PSYCH  ABOUT ME….ER WELL… ABOUT ME…..YOU DEFINATELY AREN’T READY FOR ME YET…. IIII”’MMM…BBBAAAACCCCK!

  • ***Good grief are things different than when I went in the Army in 1955, he would have lasted about 24 hours******

“…..WOULD HAVE  LASTED ABOUT 24 HOURS…”

Yes, things are very different than in 1955…we no longer tolerate bigots. AND WE NO LONGER LYNCH OUR OWN CITIZENS!!!

WAS IT A HANGIN OR A BEATIN? SOAP IN A SOCK? MAKE A “REALL” MAN OUT OF HIM IH THE SHOWER?….COMEON YOU GAVE THAT LITTLE F@&&*+ THE BEAT`N OF HIS LIFE DIDN’T YOU? YOU SHURE SHOWED HIM!! YEAH YEAH FUCK THAT LITTLE QUEER, HE LIKES IT UP THE POOP SHOOT SO MUCH LET HIM SEE WHAST A “REAL” MAN FEELS LIKE ANIN HE KIN ONLY WISH THAT HE COULD HAVE THIS KINDA REALLLL MAAANNNCCVCOOOOCCCKKK.SHEEIIT!”

FYI I have worked with many homosexuals both in and out of the military and guess what…they are just like everybody else *SURPRISE* with the exception of which gender they are attracted to. Homosexuals aren’t out to convert you. they just want to live NORMAL lives LOVING WHOM THEY CHOOSE TO LOVE, without people trying to beat the #$%$ out of them or try and lynch them or destroy their careers….just because of whom they are attracted to and love.

BTW we also let women do most of the same jobs as men too, and I can assure you that some of those women (and homosexuals) might just give your little lynch mob a thorough going over before you slunk away to your corner, IF YOU THOUGHT THAT ANY LESS THAN YOU!.  This is a US serviceman, a VETERAN,. He EARNED the title US MARINE!

*STILL IT BOTHERED ME*….

*sigh* LET’S TRY THIS aGAIN…..AND HOPE NOTHING else CRASHES….*LOOKS AROUND

SUSPICIOUSLY ….ALRIGHT ….. I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT A FELLOW VETERAN COULD AT LEAST RESPECT HIM FOR “THAT” IF NOT FOR THE MERE FACT THAT THIS MAN, AS A TEENAGER AND A MINOR  FOUND HIMSELF, HOMELESS, ALONE, SCARED AND MOST PROBABLY CONFUSED, ON THE STREET, AND DECIDED TO NOT ONLY BOOTSTRAP HIMSELF OUT OF HIS SITUATION BUT MAKE SOMETHING OF HIMSELF AND TO BETTER HIS SITUATION AND TO USE WHAT “WE” AS A SOCIETY

POINT TO AND TELL HIM IS, AND WAS, NOT ONLY AN ACCEPTABLE AND ETHICALLY MORALY UPRIGHT FRATERNAL INSTRUCTUIONAL AND ORGAIZATIONAL INSTITUTION IN WHICH TO DO SO, AND TO GATHER THE SKILLS TO CONTINUE TO DO SO…BUT, TO PICK “ONE OF”,  IF NOT “THE” ,  TOUGHEST AND MOST RIGID ONE,  REQUIRING AS WELL AS DEVELOPING THE HIGHEST , STRENGTHS OF FORTITUDE AND CHARACTER TO DO SO,

AND TO NOT ONLY ACCOMPLISH THAT, BUT TO CONTINUE TO FURTHER BOTH HIS

PERSONAL SITUATION, AND BY ASSOCIATION, THAT OF THE PUBLIC OPINION OF THE

UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS , TO “NOT” BE COMPLETELY FULL OF BRAINLESS

MUSCLEBOUND, LOW IQ, NOT GOOD FOR ANYTHING BUT BULLET STOPPING, WAR

MONGERING, WAR LOVING, PEACE HATING, FREEDOM HATING , LITTLE MORE THAN

AMERICAN MILIARY MERCENARY, BRAIN WASHED,BRAINLESS, ROBOTS, DRONES, NAZI FASCIST UNDER THE NAME OF BLAH BLAH BLAH BLA……..  THAT *SOME* PEOPLE AND INSTITUTIONS

WOULD LOVE NOTHING BETTER THAN TO PORTRAY THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, IT’S

MILITARY AND THE UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS IN PARTICULAR  AS.      QUIT IT!!    TO DERIDE THIS MAN FOR WHOM HE LOVES AND FURTHER MORE TO DO SO IN THE NAME OF ETHICS, MORALITY, RIGHTEOUSNESS,  RELIGION, LOVE OR MANLINESS, ESPRIT DE CORPS, “HIS OWN GOOD/SALVATION/SOUL/SOCIETAL PROTECTION, “PROTECTING THE CHILDREN…YOU SIR, SICKEN ME!!

AS FOR YOU JARHEADS OUT THERE SMEARING THIS MAN’S NAME…THAT GOES DOUBLE FOR YOU!  A DOGFACE IS STANDING UP FOR A JARHEAD BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT   “YOU” SHOULD BE DOING!    MUCH LESS ANY DECENT HUMAN BEING. BUNCH OF PUSSIES!

THIS MAN A UNITED STATES MARINE, STOOD GAURD OVER SOME OF YOU, OR YOUR CHILDREN, OR PERHAPS EVEN YOUR GRAND CHILDREN WHILE YOU SLEPT AND SAID “NOT TONIGHT, NOT ON MY WATCH, NOTHING WILL GET PAST ME, SLEEP SAFE MARINE”!

AND YES, I “WILL” SAY THAT TO YOUR FACE!!! THE WORST THING THAT YOU CAN DO IS KILL ME AND I WOULD FAR RATHER DIE SPEAKING OUT FOR THE FREEDOM AND EQUAL TREATMENT OF ANY HUMAN,  THEN LIVE KNOWING THAT I REFUSED TO SPEAK OUT AND FIGHT ANY OPPRESSION WHEREVER I SAW IT! IN FACT I WOULD CONSIDER IT IF NOT AN HONOR, AT LEAST PERHAPS A WORTHY EXCHANGE, IF DOING SO CHANGED EVEN ONE IOTA’S WORTH OF PUBLIC OPINION!  SO GO PUT ON YOUR UNIFORM MARINE AND DEFEND YOUR POSITION! I’LL TUCK YOUR FUCKING TIE AND MAKE YOU MY PR BITCH!

FURTHERMORE, IT SICKENS ME THAT A MARINE WOULD SMEAR HIS FELLOW MARINE AS LACKING IN EITHER FORTITUDE OR MORAL CHARACTER,  ACROSS NATIONAL HEADLINES, FOR HIS DEDICATION TO THE CORPS OR WHOM HE DARED TO LOVE NO LESS!

DOES IT MAKE YOU FEEL MORE RIGHTEOUS OR MANLY?  DO YOU FEEL MORALLY UPRIGHT NOW THAT YOU HAVE TOLD THE WORLD HOW MUCH INTOLERANCE FOR SOMETHING THAT HAS ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY NO EFFECT ON YOU, THAT  YOU HAVE?  DOES IT  SCARE YOU PUNK?  WHY DO YOU GIVE A SHIT WHICH GENDER HE WANTS TO BE IN A LOVING ADULT CONSENTUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH? DID HE OR DID HE NOT EARN THE TITLE

“UNITED STATES MARINE”?   I KNEW THAT THE MARINES PRIDED THEMSELVES ON  NEVER LEAVING A MAN BEHIND…BUT I DIDN’T KNOW THAT IT WAS BECAUSE YOU THREW HIM OUT OF THE HELICOPTER INSTEAD.

“WRONG” IS STILL “WRONG” NO MATTER WHAT  YOUR “GOD” SAYS ABOUT IT!  HATRED IS WRONG NO MATTER HOW YOU DISGUISE IT. HATRED CANNOT BE JUSTIFIED OR COVERED UP AS LOVE! HATRED ONLY DESTROYS AND CAN INFACT ONLY DESTROY AS IT IS OF IT’S VERY NATURE AND DEFINITION, A NEGATIVE THING.

KNOWING THAT ONE SINGLE THING, MAKES ME MORE MORAL THAN BOTH YOU AND YOUR GOD.

A FACT THAT MAKES ME WEEP FOR HUMANITY.

IT SICKENS ME THAT IN 200+  YEARS,  RATHER THAN EXPANDING  OUR ABILITIES AND HORIZONS, WE HAVE FAILED  TO LEARN TO TOLERATE AND ALLOW EACH OTHER TO LIVE IN PEACE, WITH THE UNDERSTANDING THAT   *PERSONAL*FREEDOMS* AND IT’S ACCOMPANYING  RESPONCIBILITYS FOR ONES ACTIONS AND CHOICES, ARE ONE OF THE ROOT TENNENTS HELD  BY THIS COUNTRY’S FOUNDING FATHERS.  AND THAT THEY FELT, THAT IT WAS IN ALL WAYS, IMPORTANT, TO GIVE THE CITIZENS OF THE/THIS NATION THE ABILITY TO BE COMPLETELY APATHETIC, BEARING NOT WITHOUT OF COURSE COMPLETE AND ULTIMATE RESPONSIBILITY, EACH OF US SINGULARLY AND TOGETHER AS A SPECIES AS A WHOLE, FOR FAILING TO ADVANCE EVEN ONE MORE STEP.   INSTEAD WE HAVE TWISTED OUR LOGIC AND  THINKING AROUND SUCH THAT     ZERO INCREASE IN A PERCENTAGE ,OF A PERCENTAGE OF AN INCREASE OVER THE LAST INCREASE SOMEHOW= 0%INCREASE IN GROWTH= 0 GROWETH =SHRINKAGE, =0……wtf?

WHICH LEADS TO SUCH SICKENINGLY  TWISTED LOGIC  AS THE IDEA THAT ONE MAN, NO MATTER WHAT HE DOES OR DOESN’T DO, NO MATTER WHAT HIS ACTIONS, IS BY THIER VERY NATURE INHERANTLY, AND WITHOUT ABILITY TO CHANGE, SOMEHOW  BETTER OR WORSE THAN ANY OTHER!   ALL ANIMALS ARE EQUAL, BUT SOME ARE MORE EQUAL THAN OTHERS HUH?

DO SOME OF YOU MAYBE WANT TO POOOOOSIBBBLY RE THINK YOUR POSITION NOW? I THOUGHT SO.

QUITE FRANKLY, THE WAY SOME OF YOU WERE TRYING TO GIVE HIM “THE BIG GREEN WEENIE” I WAS BEGINNING TO WONDER WHICH ONE/S OF YOU ARE REALLY GAY AND DID I NEED TO KEEP MY EYES ON ANY OF YOU GUYS??…JUST SAYIN , AND DON’T FUCKING TELL ME

THAT YOU DON’T KNOW ….”WHO”… YOU ARE….” OR…. “WHERE”…. I’M COMMING FROM…MAN…, OR ….”WHAT THE F*CK” I’M TALKING ABOUT SO DON’T EEEEVVVEEEEN TRY.

FUCK THAT! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT! BECAUSE IT’S ALL UP ABOVE.^ AND JUST TO HEAD SOMETHING ELSE OFF…

…HEY SUPER MANLY ULTRA MACHO RUSKIES…LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT AN EX-SPETZNAZT ‘POODLE’ THAT I USED TO KNOW….HEHEHE YEAH RIGHT, SHUT UP AND SIT THE FUCK DOWN!

ULTIMATELY WHAT I GOT OUT OF THIS STORY WAS THAT A YOUNG MAN FACED WITH VARIOUS AND NUMEROUS ADVERSITY , BRAVELY FACED THAT ADVERSITY AND IMPROVISED ADAPTED AND OVERCAME.  AND IS…

“IN KEEPINGWITH THE FINEST TRADITIONS OF THE UNITED STATES MILITARY SERVICE, THE PERSONAL COMMITTMENT, AND THE UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS.

SEMPER FI !   ”   KINDA SHIT YA KNOW??!!    *THAT’S*   *WHAT*   *”I”*   *GOT* OUT OF IT!

BUT THAT’S JUST ME….NOW DON’T YOU ALL FEEL BAD FOR THE POOR ADVERTISEMENT THAT IS RIGHT

HERE?

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