... sudden interest in growing catnip

Jul. 17th, 2026 10:57 pm
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I am informed, via the Internet, that Science has Concluded that lotion with 6% catnip essential oil compares favourably with 15% DEET as a mosquito repellent. (I have also been able to find a summary at the Graun.)

I no longer have any idea where on earth I encountered these Facts (apologies if you are the person I am forgetting!) but once I hit post here I am... probably going to go buy some catnip essential oil. (Free shipping from the place I am looking at gets me 100ml, so I am probably also willing to defray my costs by supplying decants...)

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I have been having A Bit Of A Struggle since Friday with discovering all in one go that I Am Doing Everything!!! Wrong With Lifting, courtesy of Footage.

What is actually going on, of course, is that my proprioception remains shit but/and my interoception remains really very good, and the only actual difference between lifting and Pilates is that for the latter I have accepted that The Process involves me gamely trying to do a thing, and doing it wrong for quite a while in ways that aren't an injury risk but also aren't optimal, until finally the right muscles fire and I can go OH. OH THAT'S WHAT IT'S SUPPOSED TO FEEL LIKE. and merrily reproduce that sensation via interoception forever after.

With lifting I am set up to film myself and weirdly much less twitchy about looking at myself in video than I'd expected to be, and specifically I have abruptly become Set Up To Film Myself, and what this means is that I'm sidestepping the do-it-wrong-until-it-feels-right trial-and-error mapping of interoception to What My Body Is Actual Doing and instead... getting near-immediate feedback, by dint of watching video between sets and using that to identify Limbs Not In The Right Places (&c). I'm setting myself up to consider the trial-and-error a failure because I can immediately See It's Wrong even though I can't yet feel that it's wrong, with a sense that simply being able to see it's Wrong should mean I can now do it Right, and that's... not actually how this goes.

I am... working on hauling my brain around to considering this a tool to help me speed-run doing it right, rather than A Stick With Which To Beat Myself, and I'm sure it is good psychological practice but also, right now, oof.

... except that it really is kinda cool, when it does work, to have that immediate mapping of "oh so I need it to feel like THAT--" and just Fix Things; and I am also trying to remember that the interoception is a massive asset here, given that I could perfectly well have neither.

just in case you were wondering

Jul. 15th, 2026 11:01 pm
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the England men's football semi-final, during a heatwave, is a terrible time to have a migraine that you refused to medicate until rather later on in proceedings than Might Have Been Wise.

nevertheless SOME GOOD THINGS:

  • finished sorting through all the redcurrants, and also, fridges are Magic actually
  • quantifiable Gym Progress, and also I am pretty sure the hair tie I found at the bike racks is the one I lost at the bike racks on my way out on Monday
  • tinned pears and almond butter; strawberries
  • temperatures finally starting to properly come down
  • found the hairbrush that has been missing since last event! ... at the bottom of the backpack I apparently never fully unpacked.

some good things

Jul. 14th, 2026 11:46 pm
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  1. Temperature increase in the flat as a whole (... ignoring the study...) today was under 2°C! We have established that ratchet straps will indeed hold the cover on the study windows to at least reduce solar gain while leaving them open for air flow purposes!
  2. Achieved BLACKBERRIES for A. :)
  3. Relocated my garlic chives, which are still alive!
  4. I am continuing to get useful information out of the videos I took during yesterday's gym session. (Special interest continues interesting, at least to me.)
  5. A got me a wee handheld battery-operated milk frother (the tiny whisk-onna-stick kind) with a Travel Case. Presents for Alex! ... that I have promptly used to make a protein shake for, specifically, A, who has discovered over the past half week or so that They Are A Friend and now wishes to join me in consuming Protein Slurry. Hence Gift. I am very amused.

Media and games

Jul. 14th, 2026 12:07 pm
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[personal profile] cjwatson and I have just finished watching through S1 of The Owl House. Very, very slowly because we rarely have time to watch TV coinciding with times when the rest of the household aren't also trying to watch TV. I liked it a lot!

The Owl House )

Now I have a couple of months with a bit of free time, I've been playing some of the computer games I optimistically saved for such an eventuality. a few games )

In physical games we got invited over to a friend's specifically to play Mycelia. NB there are way too many games with that title but I mean the 2024 game by JJ Neville. First impression: it's one of the best and most original semi-abstracts I've played in a while. I would say up there with Wingspan, and similar in that it has cards with beautiful art of real-world mushrooms. It has some great territory control mechanics involving spores and building networks, as well as card collecting. And just lovely components, really pretty with mushroomy colours and squiggly almost knot-work style art and nice wooden meeples and triangle tiles.

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Jul. 14th, 2026 12:09 am
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Still not dead.

Still watching Poirot-- it's long past when I stopped watching before -- and they've got gads of guest stars. One episode had James D'Arcy, the next had Alexander Siddig and Zoe Wanamaker, and the one I'm currently on has Michael Fassbender.

(David Suchet is my favorite Poirot, to the point that it took me several tries to get through Kenneth Branagh's version of Death on the Nile.)

I still have some throat issues leftover from being sick last month: voice still feels strained and sounds rough at least to me, and I get overnight phlegm buildup that takes a while to clear in the mornings. Not coughing much any more though. The sickness itself lasted ten days; the lingering cough went another couple weeks; but who knows how long the remaining weirdness will continue...

I've been having interesting dreams lately. Read more... )

Brains are weird.

vital functions

Jul. 12th, 2026 10:33 pm
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Reading. Bookwise: finished Polysecure (Jessica Fern), which I am continuing to chew on (and looking forward to getting to discuss it with my therapist); two pages of The Genius of Trees (Harriet Rix), which annoyed me sufficient that I have Put It Down Again, Thanks. Will I give it another chance? Maybe!

The cause of my ire: an excerpt... )

Two articles I have particularly enjoyed this week: An interactive introduction to the terrific experience of rendering Arabic typography and its technical debt and, from Susanna Clarke, ‘I had been ill for 11 years. I felt like I was about to fall off the world’.

Listening. It has been an Admin: the LRP prep weekend, so we have listened to the next tranche of Hidden Almanac! I could have done without the audio for the District Court Judge debate, but otherwise I continue to enjoy myself.

Cooking. Experimented with incorporating silken tofu in the okonomiyaki (actually with pointed cabbage and carrot rather than broccoli and red cabbage, but same basic recipe) and it... wasn't terrible but it also wasn't a thing I will repeat, probably, absent a need to use up a silken tofu stockpile.

Making & mending. We have WINDOW COVERS. The bedroom experienced <1°C of solar gain over the course of the day!!! That is an Extremely Significant Reduction. I am provisionally declaring plywood + foiled bubblewrap + aluminium foil tape + ratchet straps A Success. (Would I still rather shutters? Yeah, for lots of reasons. Are they worth the sheer amount of hassle? Not at this point they're not.)

Growing. The poblano is really enjoying its corner of the patio; I think the sad small orchid is becoming a little less sad; I have harvested A Goodly Quantity of broad beans for sowing a much larger number of plants next year; the jostaberries are extremely tasty; I have achieved Yet More Raspberries, and I am pleased also with the artichokes. So. Have been managing things.

Observing. Horrid insomnia last night (I have a checklist; I did not run through my checklist; I was dehydrated!!!) did have the upside that I got to watch the adolescent foxes scrapping, instead of just hearing the Enthusiastic Yipping!

And! Several Jersey Tigers!

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There was a meeting I was supposed to have organised, for Admin: the LRP purposes, soon after last event, in early June. I finally got around to querying people about their availability on Thursday; we had it late this afternoon; and the result is... several Significant and long-term process changes to experiment with, plus a couple of things we can actually get done now (despite the fact that next event is less than two weeks away) to hopefully make that run smoother? I was expecting this to be an exercise in frustration and I was definitely not expecting any changes to be possible for the event we are approximately 11 days out from, But Apparently??? So good job me for taking a very deep breath and Doing The Thing, and I will be adding this to my personal catalogue of instances in which Actually Everybody Does Not Wish I Would Just Shut Up And Go Away.

Today has also, unrelatedly, featured the Craft Project of Taping Foiled Bubble Wrap To Large Sheets Of Plywood. The plywood has some impressive tan lines from the ratchet straps over the past half-week; those are now hidden demurely beneath a layer of reflective insulation, because the appropriate foil tape A ordered showed up this afternoon. I was already Extremely Pleased with the plywood alone -- if we kept the bedroom door shut over the course of the day the bedroom stayed noticeably cooler than the rest of the flat, where Prior To Plywood it wound up definitively More Warm (it having a southwest facing window). Once we have some better actual data we will probably try to write up what we've done at least somewhat usefully, for all that it's not much use for windows that aren't ground floor.

some things!

Jul. 10th, 2026 11:59 pm
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Today in Social Anxiety: I approached a human and asked about filming myself in the gym, got the go ahead, proceeded to do so for deadlifts, spotted three things wrong myself, shared a video with some folk for a form check, and got some useful pointers and MANY contradictory opinions on what, exactly, my butt should be doing.

There were diagrams.

Also today I had the most comfortable experience lugging watering cans around of my life (not hanging off joints!!! it's a thing you can do when you have muscle!!! it turns out!!!), several plants are not dead, I didn't eat any more jostaberries but I really need to, and we had A Fantastic Time taking all the various sections of The Puzzle that we'd done and sliding them around the coffee table sadly. This was complicated by the fact that the coffee table is juuust wide enough for the thing to fit, with space at one end for the box to sit neatly once you're finished. Eventually we resorted to The Giant Puzzle-Doing Cardboard! There was Much Swearing, it is now sat happily on the table and I am grinning at it every time I look over, and yesterday she released another in the series.

Also: strawberries. That is all.

hobbies, terrible, etc

Jul. 9th, 2026 03:33 pm
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Last week I got Influenced to acquire Specific Shoes For Lifting In as opposed to merrily carrying on in my DMs. They arrived on Tuesday! Which meant I had them for squats yesterday. The only difference I have noticed so far was how confused I was by? my standard set-up? suddenly being the wrong height? Suddenly the cups were too high for me to be confident I'd be comfortably able to rerack the bar once I'd got significant weight on it.

... they are barefoot shoes. they have minimal soles. I'm nearly three centimetres shorter!!!

Meanwhile today's hobby has been working out a bunch of protein numbers, in relation to both the She's A Beast protein mush and the offerings of The Organic Protein Company (my second order from them having also arrived... on Tuesday). The former on account of I'm making my own yoghurt rather than using Fage 2% and I wanted to work out how it compared to the numbers Johnston quotes, whereupon I was alarmed to find out that I cannot by any reasonable means match her asserted 36g (but can if I assume she forgot she'd already added the peanut butter to it...); the latter out of curiosity about how preciously precise I might want about serving size (answer: I am not tracking ANYTHING else closely enough to care about a gram or so of protein each way in my shakes, good grief).

sorry about the horrid formatting, I'll fix it in the morning (maybe) )

we have achieved PLYWOOD

Jul. 7th, 2026 10:59 pm
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(by which I mean, A very bravely ventured back to B&Q again, this time DID get The Goods, aaaaaaaand then discovered that even cut down they didn't fit in the car so they still needed to be attached to the roof rack with ratchet straps--)

we have achieved PROOF that the windows CLOSE when they have ratchet straps slung around both TOP and BOTTOM

we have a house at 26.7°C and an outside world at 26.1°C and it's time to go to bed

[Gru's plan goes here]

-- but hey, maybe at least we'll manage to discourage it from getting significantly warmer in here? and maybe I'll wake up early enough to open the house up usefully while we're still below 20°C tomorrow morning?

Help me with my homework?

Jul. 7th, 2026 08:49 am
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So next/this year I'm assigned to Wimbledon, a kind of apprenticeship or internship where hopefully I will learn how to actually do the job of a rabbi as a whole, rather than individual pieces of it. They have asked me to write an article introducing myself for their magazine. And I'm really struggling to write something not boring; what I have reads like a list of the places I've lived, worked and volunteered with the Jewish community, like a very pedestrian covering letter. So, if you were a member of a synagogue and there was a new intern about to join, what would you want to know about them? I've included the (slightly redacted) draft below the cut.

this is boring even to me and I'm the subject )

One of my next year teachers has set us for our pre-class homework over the summer "read a book". Like, literally pick up a book and read it. Presumably there's a point to this, I was planning to read some books anyway, but I assume there's more to it than just ticking the box to say, yup, I read a book. Suggestions welcome! If an eminent professor of Bible told you to read a book, what would you pick? I know the prof is an SF fan, she's trying to start a theological SF reading group.

vital functions

Jul. 5th, 2026 10:40 pm
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Reading. I have... restarted... Polysecure (Jessica Fern), this time having set up some space in my notebook to Take Notes, because oof. I am still at Baby's First Introduction To Attachment Theory, and I am having Thoughts.

(I am Noticing that I procrastinated on actually picking it up until it was in the final days of the loan, with enough of a hold queue that if I don't finish it in the next 36 hours I will either be buying my own copy or sulking a bunch. This is definitely a reversion to employing Deadline Panic to get a thing done.)

Playing. Puzzle! We have COMPLETED the pond and the various rivers are beginning to coalesce. I am definitely having Thoughts about design, on which more soon/later maybe.

Cooking. We wound up with a paucity of broad beans and an excess of broccoli, so I dumped a bunch of broccol in the broad bean kuku and that worked pretty well.

I have managed to process Some of the redcurrants. There are So Many redcurrants. I really need to go and harvest more raspberries so I can make the jam, and am gently cursing myself for not having achieved this before the next round of heat wave arrived...

Eating. So many strawberries. Also we had an excellent date night dinner sat outside at Wagamama, where it turns out I do in fact really enjoy the gochujang tamarind corn ribs.

Making & mending. ALAS FOR US we have not Made The Window Covers, because our local B&Q had the appropriate plywood but a broken industrial saw for cutting it to size, and the next closest B&Q, which we called to confirm did have a working saw, despite its inventory claims did not have the appropriate plywood. Ergo this week we will be once again resorting to the space blankets.

Growing. I... repotted the pineapple thereby discovering that despite Remaining Alive it was NOT Happily Growing Roots in the medium it was in? So. We will see if it survives the relocation.

Observing. A Jersey Tiger!

Yesterday we wandered down via the bakery to the river (dropping off a bike with the local nice bikes autistic en route) and spent a while watching the various waterfowl: a gaggle of awkward teenage ducks; a separate gaggle of awkward teenage coots, still all trying to pile onto the one nest; a bundle of tiny flufflings all following mama duck, one of whom was consistently making a noise exactly like the PLIMK of a water drop in a space that amplifies the sound; and Six Quiet Orbs on the nest down the river, still with one (1) teenage coot tucked into the side of it. It was a very good walk for waterfowl.

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