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the neutron bomb of love and mercy ([personal profile] eisen) wrote2012-05-03 03:52 pm
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intro post.

So I have a bunch of people I'm subscribed to and/or have given access to on DW that I wasn't when I was on LJ. In the interests of not forcing people to trawl through my journal to find out who I am (it might take a while), I have made an intro post for anyone who wants to know.

So hi! I'm Tara. This is me.

I am:

>>transgender - MtF, and due to RL circumstances, only out of the closet to the internet and my household/close friends, and if you have a problem with transgirls get the fuck out of my face.
>>American.
>>diagnosed with mild ADD and chemical depression, which means I can sometimes get away with not taking my medication but I really shouldn't.
>>bisexual, so, like unicorns, I don't exist.
>>currently employed in food services, and prone to taking offense at people who assume that all food service people are dumb and/or useless because we're just working nine to five flipping hamburgers.
>>white as white bread, so I strive to be an ally as much as possible and appreciate it when people who know better tell me if I'm showing my ass.
>>an artist, or at least I like to tell myself I am, and sometimes I try to prove it by posting stuff I've done.
>>22 years old.

My life, it is fun. Not. Very. Often. (This is in the process of changing! I currently live in a polyamorous household - I don't participate, but being polyamorous myself I approve explicitly that it is so - and it's kind of wonderful. However, my family is kind of crazy, and I don't want them to find me without knowing they're coming and they've shown a worrying tendency to be able to find me on the internet if I leave enough clues in public, so most of my posts - especially any actually talking about my life - are locked.)

I have developed a fairly active interest in fiction, as a result! Obviously this is not the only reason. But it is the predominant one at present. So obviously I tend to get squawky when my outlet for fantasy treads on my ability to escape from reality. I make posts about this - not necessarily often, or at length, but I do. Sometimes I don't want to make posts about this stuff; most of the time I do, but, you know, every once in a while I just don't have the energy. It ain't that I haven't noticed. Sometimes there are stories where my enjoyment depends on not thinking about these kinds of things. I try to keep the amount of stories where this happens to a minimum, but I'm not necessarily very good at this. I am not going to pretend my tastes are perfect and unblemished; I like TENJHO TENGE, for God's sake, there's no fucking way I'm not aware my tastes and my ethics don't measure up to each other very well. My fandoms are my happy place, and I try to maintain that happiness for myself as much as possible; I'm pretty vocal when my fandoms aren't making me safe and happy.

I like a lot of stuff and I am not going to list them all, but here is a general overview.

I like:

magical girls.
giant robots.
violence.
action.
horror.
cute boys & girls.
singularities (of all kinds).
explosions.
the power of love.
vampires.
character death.
black comedy.
stoner comedy.
mindfucking.
playing with gender and sex tropes.
cyberpunk.
toying with the miraculous.
mew spins on old mythology.
new spins on new mythology.
mice.
sprawling fantasy epics.
communist jokes.
heroes over 40.
dead heroes.
identity porn.
honesty about character sex lives.
fucked-up protagonists who aren't heroes, necessarily.
the power of FRIENDSHIP.
and labyrinths.

among other things.

And if you're okay with all of that, comment here to say so and I'll give you access. (Unless I already have, in which case you don't need to comment, because I already feel safe enough around you to let you in.) I am paranoid and like keeping my space safe and secure under lock, except for those times when I crawl out of my shell - usually because something's pissed me off too much for me to keep quiet about.

Any questions?
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[personal profile] katarik 2009-05-04 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
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and yes, i did not cheat and c/p; i typed it all out BY HAND.
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[personal profile] minoanmiss 2009-05-05 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
Hi, brighteyes.
*beams at you*
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[personal profile] sami 2009-05-05 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
Yo. Subscribing because you seem interesting and I have decided also that you seem like a decent sort, up to you whether you want to do the access thing or not. :)
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[personal profile] ceri 2009-05-10 12:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm a 43-year-old mtf bi trans woman, starting in one working on massive health problems so I can look seriously at transition in the latter half of my 40s, with an interest in many of the same fictional topics. Would like to see your thoughts, and am happy to share mine.
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[personal profile] nenena 2009-05-11 12:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi,

I read your Shakugan no Shana/RaceFail post, loved it, clicked over to this post, and see that you seem like a really cool person who shares a lot of my interests. Not to mention my ability to occasionally enjoy certain things that may not totally match up with my personal ethics. Or any standard of good taste whatsoever. (You think liking Tenjho Tenge is bad? I watched both seasons of Gravion and enjoyed nearly every minute of it, FFS, despite feeling dirty dirty dirty about it afterwards.) So, er, I'm subscribing to you, if you don't mind!
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[personal profile] ysabel 2009-05-28 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I've added you, please feel no pressure to add me back. I'll read whatever you're comfortable with me reading. (I'm also ysabel@lj, where there is a lot more about me -- if you have an LJ, let me know and I'll friend you there too, and you can read about my trip to Thailand if you'd like.)
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[personal profile] seishun 2009-10-18 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi!

"Any questions?"

Yes, what is the air/speed velocity of an unladen swallow?
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[personal profile] sinatra 2009-12-14 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
You seem like an awesome person; therefore I will subscribe and give access, with no particular expectation that you will reciprocate. :D
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[personal profile] feuervogel 2010-01-26 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I am intrigued by your ideas and wish to subscribe to your newsletter.

You don't have to give me access if you don't want to, since you don't know me from Adam. Up to you :D
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[personal profile] feuervogel 2010-03-30 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
No problem! And thanks :)
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[personal profile] marina 2010-03-30 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi! I recently found you through friends of friends and you seem interesting so I'm going to subscribe. Please don't feel obligated to give me access or anything else you're not comfortable with.
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[personal profile] marina 2010-03-30 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Not cold and analytical at all! Quite flattering actually! lol

And I am often terrible at replying to comments as well, heh.

[personal profile] nixwilliams 2010-04-08 10:38 am (UTC)(link)
heya, i think i saw you in the post about trans+fandom, so i'm subscribing to your journal. no need to grant me access if you don't want to!
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[personal profile] eightleggedbeast 2010-04-19 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
STARFISH REALLY LOVES YOU, TARA
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[personal profile] eatsscissors 2010-04-20 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Hello! I stumbled across you via an indirect path, but I like the things that you like! May I subscribe?
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[personal profile] eicastic 2010-05-11 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
hey, i'm aircrash on lj. meant to follow you here a while ago. is that cool?
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[personal profile] eicastic 2010-05-12 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
awesome, thanks. i've missed seeing you on my flist.
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[personal profile] eicastic 2010-05-12 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
yaaaaay :D &hearts
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[personal profile] shurimon 2010-06-09 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, sweetie, I finally got off my ass and decided to start posting over here, too. ♥ Add back?
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[personal profile] onlybythenight 2010-06-15 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi, I think I've seen you around, via [personal profile] iambickilometer. You seem interesting and awesome. Um.

HI I AM AWKWARD
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[personal profile] bluefish 2010-07-01 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
Tara my favoritest person, I, Atreyu, have finally got a dw account look at that.
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[personal profile] eightleggedbeast 2010-07-22 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
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[personal profile] tangledaxon 2010-09-05 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
You sound like someone I'd enjoy getting to know, and therefore I'm humbly asking for access. But if you're not comfortable with it, me being a total stranger and all, I completely understand!
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[personal profile] harukami 2011-01-21 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
You seem cool! Giving access back, but head's up that I don't use my DW as much as I use my LJ.
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[personal profile] peoriapeoriawhereart 2011-01-31 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
Hi, Tara.

I don't anime, but I do write the Real Ghostbusters, in case that would be of interest.
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[personal profile] cougarfang 2011-08-03 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
Hi, I guess I'm late to the Dreamwidth wagon ^^; Missed you on LJ, hope your life is going well.

[personal profile] viita 2011-08-11 10:30 am (UTC)(link)
Hi

I journal hopped here. Many of my favorite things are on that list of yours. I'm going to use that as an excuse to subscribe. Hope you don't mind! I'm not asking for access since I we don't know each other at all and besides I don't have any access to give since I don't lock entries at the moment.
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[personal profile] phoenikoi 2012-06-09 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Your list of likes could be exactly like mine in an alternate mirror universe! I identify as a cis-female pansexual myself, and a bit confused about this whole identity thing, and I only have one amazing primary partner (in life, love, and derpy/other antics), but I have lots of loved ones and friends who are poly, gay, lesbian, queer, genderqueer, bisexual, trans and everything of every possible shade and interpretation, in my real life fandom scene. Sadly, my blood relatives are not so cool with my lifestyle choices.

Grant access to me if you like, I tend to leave that decision up to the relevant journal owner, but I'd like to subscribe to your Dreamwidth because your writing resonates with me on several levels. I'm about as laidback as can be without going past horizontal, so I'm also totally cool with no comments, some comments or anything you choose. Personally I love comments and will make an effort to reply to all comments I get. :) I just uh, have the reply speed of a very slow tortoise, sometimes.

No questions from me, so far as I can think of any. Have a good one, whenever it is over there. :)