The collapse of the Iron Curtain happened so suddenly that it was hard ot keep pace with events. One day, the Berlin Wall was standing; the next day, Germans were standing on the wall, tearing it apart piece by piece. Churchill’s famous words at Westminster College in Missouri on March 5, 1946, that “From Stettin in the Baltic to Trieste in the Adriatic, an iron curtain has descended across the Continent” were no longer true. The Iron Curtain had been drawn up, and people on both sides of it were now free to go where they pleased in Central and Eastern Europe. The two events that made the most impression on me were the Fall of the Berlin Wall and the execution of Nicolae and Elena Ceausescu on Christmas Day, 1989. Nothing else really registered. I never gave a thought to Bulgaria, and what I knew of the Balkans was Archduke Franz Ferdinand getting gunned down on a street in Sarajevo. Bulgaria was now open to visitors from the west without the hindrance of being followed by State Security. Too bad, I was preoccupied with less important things, like what I was going to do with my life.
Everything changes – Greetings from Sofia
Life Choices – Why Can’t I Be You?
In 1989, I graduated from high school with plenty of dreams and no idea what I was going to do next. One of the few things I knew for sure was that I did not want to get serious about life anytime soon. A career was the furthest thing from my mind. My grades were not good enough to get me into a university, and if they had been, I would not have lasted very long. I had two choices: either go get a job or go to the local community college. I ended up doing both. First, I went to work, then in January 1990, I started college. This pointed my life in the right direction, but not without one regret. A regret that has lingered in my mind from the first moment I set foot in Sofia in 2011. While staying at a hostel, I met university-aged Europeans who were wandering all over the continent. They seemed to not have a care in the world; large quantities of alcohol helped with that. While watching them, I thought, why didn’t I do this after high school or during the year I took off from college? Maybe because I did not realize at the time that I had more freedom than I ever imagined with very few responsibilities.
January 1990 would have been just the time to delay college, earn and save money, then head off to the deepest parts of Eastern Europe. I eventually got there over twenty years later, but I missed out on visiting the region during a major political, economic, and cultural transition. There has never been anything like it since then, and I doubt there will ever be again. I regret not being able to see what places like Sofia looked like at the dawn of a new age. From what I have read and the images I have seen, there was decay and decadence, hope intermingled with fear for what the future might bring. This was followed by disappointment and disenchantment. The communist elites learned to love capitalism as they secured their privileges. Revolution in 1989, retrenchment in the 1990’s. Everything changed, or did it?

High rise society – Communist era housing blocks in the Mladost district of Sofia
(Credit: Mrs Robinson)
The Nineties – Progress Or Chaos
My impression of Sofia during my first visit in 2011 was rough around the edges. It grew on me over several days. By my last day, thanks to a Free Tour, I felt an affinity for the city. Membership in the European Union (EU) was providing funding for improvements that were beginning to make a difference. Still, I recoiled at the sight of towering communist-era apartment blocks, people picking through the trash for bottles, and a splendid-looking shopping mall nearby. I cannot imagine what Sofia was like in 1990, but I wish I could have seen it to get an idea of how far it has come. Bulgaria was non-existent to Americans during the 1990’s. My academic background is in foreign policy and international relations. I do not recall it coming up in any of my classes. The Balkans were in the news due to the Yugoslav Wars.
The most memorable international news story from Bulgaria was the return of King Simeon fifty years after he had been ousted from the throne and the political party he formed, the National Movement for Stability and Progress. Simeon became Prime Minister in 2001 and proved a disappointment. The monarch’s return seemed more like a novelty than a serious political movement. It was actually a symptom of the problem. Bulgaria had a rough transition to democratic capitalism. Widespread discontent plagued the country. I know this from history books, newspapers, and magazine articles rather than personal experience. This second-hand knowledge can never substitute for seeing it myself. I missed this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity and will have to live with that regret. What a time it must have been. Bulgaria in the 1990’s was fits and starts, peaks and valleys, a rollercoaster ride through a hall of mirrors, a Ferris wheel that would not stop spinning, a fun house, and a freak show. Anything seemed possible. There were even dancing bears.
Dancing in the streets – Sofia street scene during the 1990’s
Life In The Streets – A Long Leash
On the last day of my recent visit to Sofia, the guide, who was in his thirties, said he had no direct memories of communism because he was born in 1996. Then he added that “my father reminded me last week that I do have memories of that time. He said, don’t you remember the men with their accordions and dancing bears?” Indeed, he did. “There is a photo of one of them on the tram with the bear.” I had seen photos of bears in the streets of Bucharest during the 1990’s. It was one way of earning a living for those who did not have good job prospects. I searched online and found a photo of a man with a bear on the street in Sofia. I did not see anything like that on either of my visits. In 2011, I saw lots of stray dogs; a pack of them joined me for a run in a park. Fifteen years later, the only fogs I saw in Sofia were on a leash. Everything changes when you see what is missing.
Coming soon: A Brilliant Coup – Alexander of Battenberg & His Mausoleum (Speed Dating Sofia #12)





























