mary34

 Well hello there everyone!

So I kinda sorta straight up vanished in the past couple of months, not just from here but the majority from my social media accounts except maybe twitter, with only sporadical presence. I figure I should probably explain where the hell I was. Well there is no big specific reason, it's more of a series of smaller reasons colliding really.

Firtsly I got distracted with real life stuff, like family events and the like. Second, I had health related issues that caused me to have to visit the doctor a few times - I'm not dying or anything I just have iron deficiency so I'm currently getting treatment for that. And I kinda just... needed a break for lack of a better word. Social media and the like started to overwhelm me so I just had to retreat from it for a bit. I guess my metaphorical batteries just ran out.

Not helping the fact are the  projects and stuff I planned on doing but I still haven't gotten to them yet or  procrastrinated on them hard. The guilt from said procrastrination made me even less motivated to post and instead I retreated to my little shame corner in embarassment. However I realized that's really not helping so I decided to write this post and post the things I want to post whenever I feel like posting them in the future. I have a few planned projects and posts for the future and I will get to them, I just really don't know when, and worrying about it will just hinder me actually finishing them.

Appologies if this is a little incomprehensable I'm just writing my stream of consiousness barely edited and unfiltered so it might sound a little disjointed.