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Daria was trying to ignore Kevin’s stupid story when she saw Sandi as the Enigma outside. ‘I guess she’s concerned about what Kevin may do too.’

She looked at the just as bored Marta. ‘Not sure why she’s listening to Kevin.’

“…And so, I made the goal! And unlike Tommy Sherman, I didn’t hit the goal post.”

“That’s a low bar,” Jane commented from where she was sketching.

“At least Kevin isn’t anywhere near the jerk Tommy was,” Daria commented.

“Is it true that he was hitting on students just before his death?” Marta asked.

“I saw him proposition every girl he came across,” Daria answered.

“Except Daria.”

Daria was uncomfortable. The moniker that Tommy had given her hit uncomfortably close to home now, after what happened to her father. “Let’s change the subject.”

“Of course,” Jane said.


The Enigma retreated, as she didn’t want to be noticed. Not yet. ‘Wait until Kevin is actually doing something.’ She went around the back of the Historia and changed to the usual Sandi before entering the theater from one of the back doors.


“Uh oh!” Daria said as she grabbed her now empty plate.

“Uh oh?” Jane asked.

“Sandi’s here.”

“It’s not likely she’ll cause problems for Quinn while she’s working, right?”

“No. But she might have news from the fourth vigilante,” Daria obfuscated.

“So, she knows her identity too?”

Daria sighed. “Yes.”


Jane noted that down.

Sandi also knows fourth vigilante’s identity.


“You’re also keeping an eye on Kevin?” Daria asked.

“Yes. But I also located Marta,” Sandi answered quietly. “And she was looking at Kevin when I did so.”

“So, you think she might be SpiderGIrl?”

“I didn’t want to ignore the possibility.”

Daria considered that. Sandi’s quest to find SpiderGirl’s identity was starting to make things more complex.

“So, I’ll stay until closing,” Sandi concluded.

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july break bingo cards

Jul. 17th, 2026 04:31 pm
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My bingo cards for the July Break Bingo

cards )
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A man stands proudly behind a sign that reads The Line Behind is the Exact Border between Wales and England.  Please Place your feet in two Separate Countries.
This was pretty confusing since we were heading West at the time but, whatever, borders wiggle.


"This is the toughest part of the whole route" warned the guidebook ominously, speaking of the path going "against the grain" of the countryside. It was honestly not too bad until just past the halfway point, but then there were a series of steep ups followed by steep downs. We looked enviously at various side paths that zig-zagged in a sensible way up and down the hills but the Dyke went straight across in the manner of a Roman road and so, so did we. Strava has congratulated me on my longest day walking, despite having definitely walked further in terms of mileage in the past.

Anyway, we are now ensconced in a fancy room* in a fancy hotel with rubbish internet. We have a rest day tomorrow where our plans amount to walking to the nearby village/town to buy B. a new hat (having left his in a Thai restaurant in Kington) and see if we can find good enough internet for "Family Zoom".

Not much picspam below the cut because I stopped taking photos when we hit the relentless up and down. )
* B thinks I booked the Bridal Suite - we certainly have a four-poster prominently in the centre of the room and a jacuzzi bath.

friday five - "it depends"

Jul. 17th, 2026 01:22 pm
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1. Books or movies?

It depends. I read more books than I watch movies. There are some movies which I would much rather watch than read the books (y helo thar LOTR), and some books that I infinitely prefer to the movies.

However, I'd say that by and large, I prefer reading media to visual media.

This is also most likely because the people who produce reading media are often of a wider and more varied set of demographics than the people who produce/greenlight visual media. This means the stories which are told are also more varied in demographics and storyline and concept than most visual media, which goes through a set of gatekeepers with limited comprehensions of worlds and experiences beyond their own and the commonly-promoted ideas.

So, yeah, reading.


2. Indoors or outdoors?

If it's a sunny day, with a blue sky and good weather, I want to be outside. I love the beach and going out on the water, and hiking, and playing hockey. I love picnics and gardening and sitting on the edge of somewhere where crowds are passing through just watching people.

But I also like snuggling down with a good read in bed, and sprawling on the lounge with my cats. I like cooking in my kitchen, quilting in my study, writing at my desk.

So really...it depends...


3. Morning person or night owl?

Morning person. Like, I burn the candle at both ends (and, yes, in the middle too) but I am more reliably 'awake' in the morning than I am in the evening.


4. Online messaging or physical letters?

I don't actually get physical letters anymore. And the truth is that when physical letters were a thing, I didn't get m/any of them either! So online messaging has been a great thing for just keeping track of all the stuff going on. But I do kind of miss the pleasure of writing a letter and receiving something in return.

That's why I occasionally do 'mail calls', to send people postcards.


5. Dragons or unicorns?

Dragons. All kinds and types, in all sorts of media, but mostly the Chinese sort (visually). I even have one on my back!

yes, all the jokes about girls with dragon tattoos

tattoo


It's amazing how often I forget I have the tattoo, because I never see it!

I do need to get a better picture of the tattoo with a decent hairstyle, too.

I'm a little concerned that maybe I won't be able to go to an onsen when I'm in Japan later this year, though. There are some places that allow for tattoos on westerners, but Japan is not somewhere that change comes quickly...
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A view over countryside consisting of a patchwork of fields


Today was more challenging. It was hotter, or at least felt hotter, and I was concerned enough to be rationing my water supply. Theoretically it was a shorter distance, but we got lost a couple of times in a golf course and one stretch of path was so covered in bracken and low trees that we ended up taking a detour so Strava, at least, things we walked a mile further than the official distance. We saw a lot of the actual dyke though.

Picspam of Offa's Dyke )

Kington to Knighton: 13.5 miles/21.7 km according to the guidebook 23.16km according to Strava.

Convergence on Lawndale - Part 17

Jul. 16th, 2026 07:11 pm
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Stacy saw the column in the middle of the console go up and down, but it was the sound of the engines and the shaking of the floor that nearly overwhelmed her. But there was something else she felt, as if someone was trying to reassure her.

The Doctor turned to Stacy. “Relax. We’ll be there shortly.”

“There’s something, nice,” Stacy said.

“That would be the TARDIS herself. She doesn’t want you to think she’s overwhelming in a bad way. I mean it’s always overwhelming when people see that she’s bigger inside than out and that she exists…”

Stacy interrupted. “She’s alive?”

“Yes,” Quinn answered. “In a way.”


The TARDIS landed in Middleton not far from the portal, a minute after departure from the Morgendorffers from the perspective of Lawndale on the other side of the poral. The Doctor ran the scan immediately.

The results were similar to those in Lawndale. “It’s also a flower,” Jane said.

“I’ll also zoom out to Upperton and Lowerton,” the Doctor said.

The scanner then showed that both Upperton and Lowerton had similar coverage to Oakwood.

“No real difference,” Quinn commented.

“True, and I think the reverse scan will be similar, the Doctor responded. He ran that scan and saw that the progression was the same as in Lawndale.

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A man stands on a rolling hilltop, a landscape of fields beyond.


Having, for reasons documented elsewhere, had to cancel the first three days of our planned walk of Offa's Dyke, we set of this morning from Hay-on-Wye (where we did not buy books because our luggage was quite close to the limit allowed by the baggage transfer company).

Picspam under the cut )

Hay-on-Wye to Kington: 14.75 miles/23.6km

Tombs of the Kings

Jul. 14th, 2026 10:48 am
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View of a low rocky hillside with many squarish holes in it.


I mentioned in my Sightseeing in Cyprus post that I thought the Tombs of the Kings were worth a post in their own right. This is a sprawling necropolis that was in use from the 4th century BC to the 3rd century AD. The Brasilian with the car dropped me and the other Brasilian off to view it while he went to forage for fresh olive oil, saying he'd seen it before on a previous visit to Cyprus and no kings were involved. He afterwards did admit that it was pretty impressive, lack of actual kings notwithstanding, but that acquiring fresh olive oil was a priority. Some of the tombs were labelled and numbered, but we never established to our satisfaction if we'd explored them all - there were at least 8 across a large site - and many others that were just holes in the rock.

Picspam below the cut )

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Jul. 13th, 2026 01:52 pm
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I woke up too early! This is out of chronological order but I wanted to be sure to get it up.

The Limits of Hope: A Meditation on Fiction as an Activist Force
Daniel José Older, E. C. Ambrose (moderator), Gillian Daniels, Marissa Lingen, Michael J. DeLuca

In a keynote at the 2025 Locus Awards, Sarah Gailey challenged the focus on literature conferring hope on the reader, asking, "Are we here to provide comfort to the inert? Are we here to reassure people that experiencing a positive feeling is the end of their work?" They noted that hopelessness, fear, and despair all can be motivating, but regardless, "you are also powerful enough to act on your principles even when they oppose your emotions." How can we keep a clear eye about the practical effects of stories? How can we take lessons from fiction and writing and apply them to activism?

panel notes

Michael: founded Reckoning, journal of environmental activism. specifically not solarpunk because wanted wider scope

Gillian: struggles with writing in difficult times. activist work largely through security for demonstrations.

Marissa: activist work for years of supporting ICE detainees in Minnesota. when I tell people I'm from Minneapolis it hits differently now

Daniel: lot of community organization before publishing, some of transferred to being pain in the ass to publishing industry as much as possible

Elaine (E.C.): start by bringing out examples of works of fiction that have caused change in world.

Michael: I got nothing for this. two that are defaults are non-fiction: Silent Spring: which everyone uses and is a very old example. and Braiding Sweetgrass changed me

Gillian: A Modest Proposal, satire to puncture people's assumptions about appropriate to talk about re: rights of people. Hogfather, Terry Pratchett, little/big lies conversation. [*] don't know if one piece can push big changes, but can change ideas and how think about world. once temped at Harvard School of Public Health in 2016, always talking about: have you seen new episode of Westworld? people need things to escape to. I do recommend understanding that fiction is important and changes minds, but different than more direct action like filling a food pantry with food.

[*] ... HUMANS NEED FANTASY TO BE HUMAN. TO BE THE PLACE WHERE THE FALLING ANGEL MEETS THE RISING APE.

“Tooth fairies? Hogfathers? Little—”

YES. AS PRACTICE. YOU HAVE TO START OUT LEARNING TO BELIEVE THE LITTLE LIES.

“So we can believe the big ones?”

YES. JUSTICE. MERCY. DUTY. THAT SORT OF THING.

(I apologize that my ebook copy-paste rendered that as all-caps and I don't have time to convert to small caps)

Marissa: people often looking for something as large-scale as Uncle Tom's Cabin. but people don't recognize that impact was very partial compared to the goals. if what you needed was to be convinced that Black people are human, then I'm glad that did it, but that's very short of the goal. writers need to look at works that bolster activists in their work, and recognize that drastic changes aren't the only kind.

Marissa cont'd: Winifred Holby, South Riding, Yorkshire in the 1930s. beautiful novel. but characters talking about friends in Germany that hadn't heard from. public did not rise up, but Holby's circles kept conversation going. so lots of examples but need to be interested in scales and willing to work on lots of scales.

Daniel: love this conversation. a lot of these things are incalculable. thinks that one thing is rise of independent work, beyond normal corporation media through different platforms. webtoons (small w), YouTube and then sometimes moving off, e.g., Dropout. much more open to radical work.

Daniel cont'd: Andor, recent Superman: to have mass-media works to be talking about genocide (which is fantasy but clearly Gaza) in way that cannot ignore is powerful. took a lot of work from activists on the ground. we are always part of a larger movement, writers/activists always think about selves as singular savior, which is bullshit

Elaine: Silent Spring opens with a narrative, story structure that brings reader into the silent spring that's the title of the book. (missed some stuff here, but basically) narrative is useful even when not fiction. also Black Beauty was specifically written as activism

(me: child me was deeply convinced I should be nice to horses by that book)

Elaine cont'd: example that makes angry which was not intended as activism: Harry Potter. is from NH therefore very privileged in US politics. decided should take advantage of that. 2020, would be sitting in online meetings and hearing 20-30-year old activists using terms like Dumbledore's Army and Room of Requirement, know that's why they're there. hates that JKR has been revealed as terf because betraying what people took away from it, banding together and rise up against greater force.

Gillian: I think a number of people who read those may have already had that seed of, I want to do something. these kind of books give people the language for it. book becomes popular because of what's in the zeitgeist. can seed things but people have feelings looking for place to put.

Michael: as writers, cannot set out create huge change. Silent Spring and Uncle Tom's Cabin, matches were already there. what Reckoning is, is encouraging not to produce the match but support in working toward. aiming for match seems doomed to frustrate, aim for individuals

Marissa: having conversation with new writer here who wanted to know how current should be in writing. encouraged to think broader, value in "here's what happened today" but also in "what I learned is". strange that thinking more broadly can have less perceptible impact. aches for W.H. Auden that could not stop Holocaust with his poetry, which he wanted to do. but poems opened up for people. and he did the work of activism, we can point to people he saved. big and small go together in weird ways

Gillian: 100% agree. circles been in, people used incrementalism as insult, don't want anything to actually change like establishment politicians. that's in mix but the glorious revolution that happens overnight needs to be seeded for decades beforehand.

Marissa: and when we see changes in the world we imagine more changes. as big an imagination this convention has, I don't think we have imagined how good things can be.

Elaine: Philip Zombardo, architect of Stanford Prison Experiment, which is also reference to Hannah Arendt's work on banality of evil, which rediscovered the whole thing. Zombardo grad student asked, what makes ordinary person a hero? article, "The Banality of Heroism", started Heroic Imagination Project that does hero training around the world, inspire ordinary people to be willing to move beyond being a bystander. specifically talked about story as giving people language that we can use to encourage to step up.

(me: the conclusions of the experiment specifically are more complex than I think the popular view is, which is not addressed to the panel, just a side note)

Daniel: struggle with: story is double-edged sword. SFF been overwhelmingly white supremacist for so long, also harmed people and justified genocide, our legacy. how do we reckon with, not to burden with guilt but to look it in the face. don't deserve to wield an implement that you won't fully look in the face or understand. if really honor power, have to take that responsibility so seriously and lovingly. let that move through me as I write, otherwise will not just fail, but hurt people.

Gillian: fiction as holding space for exploring ambiguity and morality that wouldn't do in real life. "I don't eat people." (see: forthcoming debut novel) so as horror writer, don't confuse fiction for parables. but make sure that writing people as full complicated people. sense of truth of world you are communicating to people. would be remiss if didn't mention Ring Shout by GoH P. Djèlí Clark which is wonderful and all about Birth of Nation releasing spell that causes white supremacist monsters to ravage the U.S., which is kind of what happened. propaganda but also (paraphrased) very well-crafted action movie. once take it apart, see all the pieces of e.g. Superman and modern action movies that have been built with it. also important cannot erase that people did protest movie. not like overall getting more moral.

Marissa: scariest thing as writer: there are things in your work that weren't in your brain consciously. some of most damaging things are things people didn't know they believed and were conveying, like who has worth. no substitute for fixing your heart. it will come out in your work. the people who love you will tell you, if you are honest, that your own flaws are there

(me: I'm guessing that fixing heart is a Twin Peaks/David Lynch reference)

Gillian: D.W. Griffith's next movie Intolerance got buried. seems to have been partly, no I'm a good person actually, so not learning and growing. but still buried. contrast Tamora Pierce recognizing that she'd messed up and would try to do better (I don't know this reference off the top of my head)

Daniel: context of world that we're putting our work into matters so much. hear about Founding Fathers, Lovecraft: "men of their time." no, super racist even at time. but also people were always fighting. that phrase means white men of time and not even all of them. flattening of history, have to let that go. and let go of crushes: "Lovecraft is not going to fuck us."

audience: works that have had largest effects, is emotion going for not hope but outrage (Silent Spring, Birth of Nation)?

Daniel: find outrage very hopeful, if not outraged, what's going on. work like 1984 and Brazil held up as great activist works but so depressing, nowhere to go from there, very counterproductive.

(me: why I wanted my seven books to be resistance in the face of oppression)

Daniel cont'd: job as writers, truth of story and how interacting with world and outrage of. Borges quote, paraphrased, taking outrage of time & turning into music. not negating but there's a beauty to it

(I think this may be from "The Art of Poetry":

To see in every day and year a symbol
of all the days of man and his years,
and convert the outrage of the years
into a music, a sound, and a symbol.

which is lovely and I'm glad to have found it regardless.)

Marissa: outrage is the loudest, and have culture that amplifies the most. cannot live in outrage, will damage you, we know this because people have been forced to do and see that damage in bodies. can choose to try and amplify other things that are more constructive. reads lots of 1930s women writers: Winifred Holby, Rose Macaulay, Naomi Mitchison, Sanora Babb; who were also were fighting and building. good tired from packing food or helping deportees, not like if I scroll.

Gillian: getting angry about social media checks a little box in your brain: I did something. building awareness is great, genuinely. is it the same as talking to your neighbor

Marissa: hear a lot from other activist-minded people and in minoritized groups: this is not my job; but I can take it on anyway.

Gillian: our system where work 40+ hours week, you're very tired: that's on purpose. figure out way to contribute anyway.

Elaine: Gailey's essay contains links

audience: Upton Sinclair's The Jungle needs to be reissued right now

audience: bouncing off of how perception of works changes over time, think something released now that will be seen as more or less important in future? R.F. Kuang gets a lot of backlash but think will be very important in future

Gillian: graphic novel memoir Gender Queer, Maia Kobabe, most challenged; thinks become classic because of criticism and wild accusations

audience: Maus, Art Spiegelman (also graphic novel memoir)

Gillain: Persepolis, Marjane Satrapi, recent death brought back, memoir. loves romances, do think very escapist, wonder how dark romance and romantasy will be looked at in context of deterioration of women's rights, thinks created to deal with feelings about helplessness within patriarchy

audience: do we need violence, what would Gandhi say

(me: @@4EVA [my eyes roll forever])

Marissa: you've popped off a rant. non-violence is a tactic, often very effective, but treating it as a tactic means there are skills that you have to teach, can't just send people out. what tools are you using from the toolkit

Gillian: recommend book This Nonviolent Stuff'll Get You Killed, Charles E. Cobb Jr.: civil rights movement, people did have to show up with guns to make sure got out alive

audience: recommends Naomi Kritzer's YA books, also Harry Potter and Hunger Games mentioned (somewhere I didn't make a note of); is it YA in particular?

Marissa: when targeting older middle grade and YA, that's audience first tasting wide-scale agency, has inherent power. maybe not works but audience

Gillian: for every of those works, there are hundreds of stories that didn't get same cultural power. but don't put all eggs in one basket, encourage teens to read widely

Elaine: David Hartwell quote, the golden age of SF is 12

(which the audience doesn't seem to have heard before given the reaction! amazing)

Gillian: Sailor Moon when was 12!

as we get the STOP sign:

Elaine: go out and make change!

Gillian: go out and join local organizations and talk to your neighbors!

This was one of the many suggestions I tossed in the panel box (you can too!) and it might've been the one I was most excited to see. And it was wonderful.

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movies: She's The He! and The Invite

Jul. 12th, 2026 11:31 am
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She's the He! (2026). A very indie high school comedy with an all-queer cast about two teen boys who, in order to show everyone that they're not gay for each other, hatch a plan to pretend to be trans girls. (No, this does not make any more sense in the movie than it does in that description.) Then one of them realizes she might actually be trans.

This has a lot of heart and is very funny, with a lot of genuinely laugh out loud moments. The two leads are great, with Misha Osherovich providing the heart and soul and Nico Carney providing the antics.

There were parts where the pacing didn't quite work for me, like the compressed arc of "I might be trans" to "Continuing to live as a boy might kill me" in the space of a few days. The entire football team trying to break into the girls' locker room felt a bit too real, tonally, compared to the rest of the film. The movie this reminded me of the most was Bottoms, but the climactic battle there felt a lot sillier and less realistically threatening. However, for a tiny indie film like this with its heart clearly in the right place, I'm willing to forgive a lot.

On a side note, the nonbinary love interest is SMOKING hot and has chemistry with literally everyone. (Maybe too much chemistry, as at first I misjudged whose love interest they were.) And the two leads have absolutely incredible eyelashes.

Overall a great time. There's some conflict with the trans girl's mom, if you're sensitive to that, but otherwise a hearty recommendation from me.

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The Invite (2026). Bickering couple Angela (Olivia Wilde) and Joe (Seth Rogen) have the neighbors Hawk (Edward Norton) and Pina (Penelope Cruz) over for dinner, and things get complicated.

This is getting a ton of great reviews, with lots of people saying things like "thank god, finally they're making adult comedies again." It does have a lot of things you're supposed to laugh at, mostly Joe being rude or Angela being an anxiety-ridden control freak. Later on we find out that Hawk and Pina are poly, which Joe and Angela are shocked and pleasantly scandalized by, and I guess that's supposed to be funny, too. (Meanwhile I was like omg, they said the word "compersion" in a movie. Multiple times!)

I was mildly entertained through all of this, not sure where on earth we were going, and then things got serious in the final fifteen minutes, which I did not expect at all. After apparently existing in a comedy universe for most of the film, suddenly we thematic spoilers ) Honestly this worked pretty well, as a tonal turnabout. Is this how adult comedies usually work? I guess I haven't really seen many of them. Certainly it feels like a very A24 approach to the genre.

It's a tightly written script and Wilde directs very confidently. The performances are all very good, as you would expect. It's functionally a bottle episode, as the entire movie takes place in the one apartment outside of the opening scene, and I believe the four main cast members are the only ones with lines. More and more I've come to appreciate that kind of restraint in storytelling. The set design of the apartment is great and is part of the story, as it's Angela's main life obsession. Everything is seafoam green, even her shirt.

I didn't hate the experience of watching this movie, and overall I think the execution is very good. It just feels like it ultimately was not my kind of thing. However, if it sounds like your kind of thing, I definitely recommend it.

The Douglas Adams number!

Jul. 12th, 2026 10:20 am
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Birthday week! Honestly, overall it's been really great! The birthday itself was Friday, and I skipped school to hang all day with Mads, so we went to the Heritage Museum of Asian Art in Bridgeport, which I mostly know as the home of the Mayors Daley. It was AMAZING, and so full of Little Guys! I was hoping to maybe do a double feature with the National Museum of Mexican Art, but we found ourselves in Chinatown for a late dum sum lunch, the kpop store KPOP, bubble tea and then my favorite of all the Chinese bakeries, where a large extended family of very excited Midwestern tourists tumbled in, asked me what was good and then all sang me "Happy Birthday." Even the famously stern bakery counter lady smiled and wished me a happy birthday.

Yesterday was a delightful multiple hit with acupuncture from my hilarious Dr. Rev (ironically, if you read that as "reverend" and not "Revital"), a Greek festival at a church in Edgewater (where we met some lizards and snakes too! we being S, Qinzi and her friend), eating near Hollywood Beach, then me MEETING THISTLE (a cat!) who is so stubby and fluffy and gray. Once I was home after recovering from a little too much sun, [personal profile] theladyscribe and I watched Good News on Netflix, which is a fantastically funny/satirical Wag the Dog/Death of Stalin-style account of, well, some Japanese Red Army hijackers demanding to be flown to Pyongyang. Highly highly recommend, it was actually so exciting to watch a film that does good stuff with the medium again!

The one... the one downside, honestly, has been that on Monday, I thought I sat funny and suddenly my lower back and hips were just UNRELENTING. Then it shot down my left leg, and when I complained about it to my doggy day camp guy, he was like, lol, oh, that's sciatica! SCIATICA. Are you for real?? The thing that every middle-aged background character actress in every sitcom growing up complained about? I do have some roll-on pain reliever now, which I plan to try in a bit, so hopefully I can get going with biking to work or at least playing softball again, but yikes!

The funniest thing, however, happened at work on Tuesday. I was hustling to the office, having grabbed a shirt I like off the floor and kind of praying that it didn't actually smell or anything; we have a daily meeting at 10, so at 9:56 or so, I swiped myself inside the lobby. Two guys in wheelchairs were utterly blocking the way, obviously chatting about something, but the elevator was starting to close, so I kinda slipped past them and made it on.

Two other guys were in there, neither of whom I'd seen before — one looking quite young, but he could have been an intern, our interns had just started. The other guy was lanky, a little taller than me, had a bit of scraggly beard, and I was certain I recognized him from something but I knew it was super rude to stare. Finally, he says (paraphrased), "Wow, I never thought that people in wheelchairs would like, trade specs on their wheelchairs like that." You know, like cars or computers or something. My first thought is Do you not have any disabled friends?

My second thought is Oh my god, it is John Mulaney!

Of course, I still had to hurry to my stupid meeting, so once the doors opened, I turned to him and apologized for running off, but (staying chill) I continued, "You are a very funny man."

"Thank you so much!" he said, so earnestly and politely and cheerfully. Well! What a week! ✶

Church notes - 12th July 2026

Jul. 12th, 2026 04:50 pm
[personal profile] fardell24
12th
1 Chronicles 4:9, 10
The Prayer of Jabez
The prayer is full of faith.
Jabez means painful.
The birth was met with more disappointment than joy.
But he put his faith in God.

More honorable than his brothers.
He acknowledged God as the centre of his world.

4 part prayer

Blessing
James 1:16, 17
Real blessings come from God.

He wanted God's blessings.

Enlarging territory
- More influence for God.

1 Peter 2:9, 10
A snapshot of who each Christian is.

2 Corinthians 3:20

Let Your Hand Be With Me
God's presence.
Jabez asking God to help wehn he's in over his head.
e. g. Ezekiel 2:2 - 8

In our own strength we're tempted to do it on our own.
But in our weakness we are more likely to ask God for help.

Keep me from pain, or may not not cause pain.
Hebrew - literally 'Keep me from pain not'

Challenge: Be aware of what is around us and look for opportunities to help.
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The Bog Body Motif in Trans SFF
Ann LeBlanc, dave ring (moderator), Sonya Taaffe

Izzy Wasserstein's poem, "Come Back Wrong" (Strange Horizons, May 5, 2025), examines medical transition, drawing parallels with the transformation of sacrificial bodies tossed into acidic bog soils and left there for centuries to tan to leather. The bog body motif seems to pop up again and again in queer and especially trans SFF stories, songs, and games. Why? What is so appealing about the bog body as a metaphor, and what does the repeated use of this imagery indicate about the times we live in?

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Ann: (I do not usually write down people's general introductions but she's written a novella called The Transitive Properties of Cheese which is a heist of cheese! in space!) has written one trans bog body story, surprised that is a thing (which I think is maybe not published yet? I'm looking through her fiction and the Dead Woman Beneath Sang-D’Heloise Subway Station was preserved at the top of a mountain rather than in a bog.)

Sonya: wrote "The Creeping Influences," Shimmer Magazine, 2017

dave: reached out to Izzy who was surprised, thought bog bodies were an Izzy thing not a trans thing. reads snippet to start off:

Sometimes it still surprises me to be hated
by those who have never met me,
the death threats, provocations
to self-harm. I find grim amusement
in some of it: Future scientists will know
you’re a man from your bones.
As if
we are only skeletons, defined by hips
& finger length. I harbor a fantasy:
after I die, carve ritual marks into my flesh,
bury me in a bog. Let my body
be a puzzle they’ll never solve. As it is for me.

Ann: reads Seamus Heaney's "Punishment"

dave: describe what a bog body is?

Sonya: several ways of creating natural mummies, if want to do in your spare time. leave out somewhere incredibly cold and dry. put in a bog (do have them around here, Great Meadows in Arlington have peat): tannins and acid of bog water, bones dissolve, skin tans to leather becomes silvery, hair turns red, preserved shell of a person that can look a little squishy and flattened but recognizable. can be very beautiful in grotesque ways. sometimes dug up and thought to be recent murders.

Sonya cont'd: one of reasons get as recurring image in poems, persistence that is uncanny detailed but incomplete. can tell what some of these people ate, what clothes made from, feel texture of hair. but also so much bleached away. doesn't work to know everything about a person from their body but feel like ought to be able to.

Ann: early and middle Bronze Age, ritualistic killing and submerged, various theories about why. some seem related to struggles in hierarchy, others unclear. interesting stuff about what would do: cut off nipples

Sonya: for a while linked to concept of failed kingship, not sure if has held up

Ann: nipples very important to kings, symbols of male virility. would be very interested to see evil transmasc bog body surgery story

dave: Izzy mentioned Seamus Heaney poem, bog bodies both shockingly legible and hard to parse

Ann: very strong parallel to how people perceive trans bodies now

Sonya: don't have literature to contextualize bog bodies. lot of visual motifs people have tried to link. all have is archeological evidence

Ann: lack of stories told about themselves is one of things that attracted to bog bodies. in cis societies, cis people often unfamiliar with stories trans people tell about themselves, imagine their own

Sonya: why so much Seamus Heaney discussion. North, 1975 collection. as far as panel can tell, taproot for bog bodies slamming into poetry like a meteor. (bog body poems in the collection have their own subheading on Wikipedia!) Hozier song, "Like Real People Do" (audio, lyrics) based specifically off these, about recovering somebody out of the darkness. so strong line from the song as well.

Sonya cont'd: Heaney poems: some from perspective of modern narrator like "Tollund Man," who returns in next-to-last collection. "Bog Queen" in voice of bog body itself, describing what happens to her, becomes very different from what went in. does not tell you what she means, does not interpret.

dave: another famous archeological site, Windover, Florida. folks had injuries that showed likely lived with disability and were cared for by community. how relate?

Ann: preface: bog bodies fit within larger canon of queer necromancy, number of stories about. queer death hangs over a lot of community. necromancy interesting way to explore death, fantasize about not end

Sonya: community links get broken, idea of just being able to skip back over time and talk to someone

Ann: theme see about bog bodies is preservation of cultural memory, distinct from necromancy because preserve so much more. references unpublished story

Sonya: we should do an anthology (general murmurs of approval)

Ann: what if bog bodies were used for that purpose. Ireland Bronze Age craftwork was amazing, one of reasons we know is bog bodies; was that their purpose? story (hers, I think) about ability to commune with bodies. subsequent colonizers might want to try to destroy to remove that history.

Sonya: bog bodies as ecosystem

Ann: fragile and need to be protected, if pull them out, fall apart

Sonya: many records of lost ones because people didn't know or bother to care for. almost magically ephemeral, like Arthur and Guinevere's bodies that crumbled when discovered (my Arthuriana is terrible, is this Guinevere's hair at Glastonbury or something else?)

Ann: but also idea of magical protector of queerness. refers to Sonya's story. "An Extraplanetary Capsule Lands in Bog Water" has similar juxtaposition

(I cannot find this, anyone help?)

dave: will try to make a google doc or post on Bluesky with reading list.

Sonya: was even more than thought!

dave: feels like a syllabus for a course that doesn't exist. "limerence," Samir Sirk Morató, Flash Fiction Online; about two bog bodies settling and falling over time.

Sonya: interesting, so many stories are about encounters with living. inter-community

dave: sites of crime and punishment often associated with bog bodies, and/or nature of sacrifice. also associated with trans bodies as well.

Ann: "limerence": process of ritualized sacrifice, immersion: parallels to certain kinds of transition care. discontinuity of surgeries. gradual process of HRT, which often makes look younger.

dave: RJ Theodore's story, alien uses woman bog body as a mech. bog body in state of thwarted life. author wrote as dying of cancer. inherent tragic nature to the bog body as well.

(I don't have a title for this, unfortunately, unless it's the "Extraplanetary Capsule" one?)

Ann: has story with bog and no body.

dave: also you have one with bog body and no bog (I think)

Sonya: preservation of flesh is thing that really hooks people. can get bones from almost everyone but looking at someone's face. going back to sites of violence, duality of fragility/preservation. in most absolutely literal sense, you don't survive if you're a bog body. you're dead. all of your changing is posthumous. but sense that change is what makes you recoverable. not just dead voice a la necromancy, but dead embodied voice, physical presence in the present day. don't know if want to go so far as to say resistant, because so many stories are melancholy and about what is lost, but still about things that can be touched, not spectral. having trouble synthesizing, but feels different from doing queer lich even (i.e., reanimated self-zombie). changes are what makes the survival possible, and that's very powerful. you change on a chemical level and that's why someone can look at your face several technological eras later

Ann: connecting to HRT, which changes flesh--can be skeletal but mostly about tissue. in face of threat of queer eradication, comfort in idea that hard-won flesh can be preserved

dave: Lichcraft, TTRPG, to last long enough for gender affirming surgery in England have to become one. undeath to outlive people who aren't going to let you live the life you want, feature of some of these stories

Sonya: been informed (me: by me) that DW post was inspiration for this panel. first game that saw, Pull Me From the Earth, Corbyn Appleby. directly from Hozier song. series of questions and answers between bog bodies and person who unearthed. request in the game instructions that two players put grass in bowl of water, put hands in and touch, take out, grass will cling.

Sonya cont'd: bog body watching, game, Riwhi Kenny. specifically about interrogating changes over time. another two-person question and answer. Pull Me about connection between two specific people, this about connection between times.

Sonya cont'd: two trans songs: "Bog Bodies," Rabbitology (audio, lyrics). Welsh language group, Tristwch y Fenywod which translates as Sadness of Women, "Gelain Gors" is sacrifice song, deeply upsetting, very potent.

Sonya cont'd: highly skeptical that two are total number for games, songs. are there theatrical traditions? non-tabletop games? in film: surprisingly small amount. not trans/queer: The Eternal, 1998, Michael Almereyda.

Ann: interesting bog body-esque: fungal preservation. RJ Theodore is both. Moonflow, Bitter Karella; The Marigold, Andrew F. Sullivan.

dave: fungal interesting because often about community and connection as well. bog bodies often isolated.

Ann: nitpick that acidic bogs not great places for fungus to grow. also having grown mushrooms: are huge babies, not rapacious.

Sonya: had a basement full of slime mold when 15 which did not slorp up stairs. had to feed eye droppers of E. coli. the days when you could order E. coli through the postal mail!

Ann: bogs themselves difficult to parse. peat obscures. but also Okefenokee Swamp, Georgia: water is like really thick Coca-Cola, absorbed so much. can't know what's under but so full of life. sailors used to bottle because wouldn't go bad.

Sonya: again fragile. peat bogs are fuel sources. carbon sinks, hold so much time and memory, and can lose overnight.

Ann: theme: queerness is ancient but community spaces we build for ourselves very fragile. appeal of similar kind of entity cicoming out of bog to protect. a lot of us are similarly fragile and protectors.

Sonya: disability, ditto.

audience: very struck by difference in how presented. Lindow man in British Museum, presented like a block of wood. National Museum of Ireland, each in own quiet room, sign saying, you're about to see a dead person, this is what we think we know about them. I have trans friends who have fled to Ireland. They have not fled to the U.K.

(I think I've seen this and it was very effective and sobering, so much so that I declined to view them. However I can't seem to find pictures that match what I'm thinking of—with each body behind a curved wall— so maybe it was a different museum, or maybe they've changed it since then.)

Sonya: colonialism

Ann: parallels to way trans bodies treated after death

audience: in game Citizen Sleeper, one of possible paths is become one with bog consciousness. SF analogues to, or non-literal bog body ideas?

Ann: what's done to sleepers themselves interesting parallel. body cryogenically preserved by corporation, scan of brain in robot body forced into slave labor. engaging with similar themes in SF way.

dave: story in Uncanny about being made into vampire when trans, not entirely pleased with state of body at time. bodily agency. (I believe this is "Small Changes Over Long Periods of Time" by K.M. Szpara.)

Sonya: stories about how bodies work and change, very anatomical and visceral, not evanescent.

and that was time.

I didn't even have any feelings about bog bodies and this was great. It completely broke my plan of doing really quick reports though because I felt obligated to put in All the Links.

(also I own earrings made of petrified wood and bog wood, which I love but I would have had to redo my entire clothing plan for the weekend for a panel I'm not even on)

Edit: here is the unsyllabus!

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I can't find any prior posts in which I announced posting any of my original fiction, for some reason. But I just finished a new installment! Featuring, part 9 of my series "Near Point", is 120,418 words (how?), and I apparently started the document six years ago (how??). It's gen with background F/M and M/M pairings.

I wanted to make various comments and annotations, but my chaptering was pretty forced, and per-chapter notes would have been disruptive. So I tracked my notes to add to the end ... but I have too many!

If I get questions or think of anything else I wanted to note, I'll add it below.


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Building a Seven Stories Mountain
Graham Sleight, Kate Nepveu, Katherine Karch, R.W.W. Greene (moderator), Rich Horton

Powerful, literary aliens, flattered by our interest in worlds not our own, show up in Earth orbit and demand we choose seven spec-fic books that represent honestly the pros and cons of humans as a species. Lies, omissions, and puffery will be met with extermination. What list of essential (existential!) reading will this panel generate, and what will that list say about how we see ourselves?

Our moderator (R.W.W., or Rob) came with a pad of giant sticky notes, on which he wrote our choices, which we provided with a very brief pitch for why. Panelists each had two vetoes; the proponent could make a pitch in response, and the mod got final say. We also drew lots for the audience to veto or support a work. By the end, we had twelve books left, so each of the panelists got one veto and then Rob got the last one ... which he forced someone in the audience to take.

I did not write down the rounds but I did write down all of our lists, because have you met me?

All the nominees

Katherine's list:
* A Light in the Attic, Shel Silverstein. Irreverent joking side of humanity on full display.
* The Incredible Journey, Sheila Burnford (yes, the one with the pets trying to get home). Accessible story about friendship, teamwork, etc.
* The Tale of Despereaux, Kate DiCamillo (Wiki). another kids' book, accessible, explores grief, generational trauma, figuring out yourself when you don't feel you fit in, coming of age.
* Lord of the Flies, William Golding. Dark side of the species, inherent raw primal tribal element.
* Contact, Carl Sagan. How hungry we are to find companionship.
* The Lord of the Rings, J.R.R. Tolkien. Her fifteen-year-old pitched it, pointing out that it is published in a single volume.
* World War Z, Max Brooks. Brilliant, represents contemporary humanity in crisis and social conflict.

Graham's list
* Kindred, Octavia Butler. Bad things humanity can do; race.
* Dhalgren, Samuel R. Delany. Range of states of human consciousness. What can do with language.
* The Dispossessed, Ursula K. Le Guin. We can in fact conceive of non-owning-stuff societies.
* Solaris, Stanisław Lem. We've never met aliens before and we're not going to be very good at it, please cut us some slack.
* The Ministry for the Future, Kim Stanley Robinson. Climate change.
* The Unconquered Country, Geoff Ryman. Geopolitics can lead to bad things; here's the potential for the fantastic to describe them.
* Her Smoke Rose Up Forever, James Tiptree, Jr. Another warning to aliens.

Graham noted that he did not intend this, but is fairly sure that this list is all Readercon Guests of Honor or Memorial Guests of Honor, and therefore would have an alternate suggestion, that the aliens come to Readercon.

My list
* The Lost Steersman, Rosemary Kirstein. Recognizing and connecting with deeply dissimilar minds.
* The Fifth Season, N.K. Jemisin. Resistance in the face of oppression.
* The Fortunate Fall, Cameron Reed. Arguments about what humanity means.
* Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell, Susanna Clarke. Joy of language.
* All Systems Red, Martha Wells. How to person, specifically under capitalism.
* Heaven Official's Blessing, Mo Xiang Tong Xiu. I wanted a love story.
* Ancillary Justice, Ann Leckie. How to person, specifically under military imperialism.

I prefaced my list by saying that I fully respected Katherine's choice to go with accessible works, but I had deliberately gone the opposite way: if they're literary they'll do all the background reading necessary! (Also, this is basically exactly the order that I came up with stuff in.)

Rich's list
* The Ministry for the Future, Kim Stanley Robinson. What we have done, and what we hope we can do, to the planet.
* Kindred, Octavia Butler. What Graham said.
* "Out of All Them Bright Stars," Nancy Kress. Talking to aliens.
* The Lathe of Heaven, Ursula K. Le Guin. Dreams, their positives and negatives.
* Engine Summer, John Crowley. Living lightly on the land; one of the most beautifully written novels.
* "Sultana's Dream," Begum Rokeya. 1905 short story about a feminist utopia written by a Bengali Muslim woman. Wanted to expand cultures represented.
* Kalpa Imperial, Angelica Gorodischer. Epic history and deep time.

Random things I remember about the discussions: an audience member suggested that Le Guin should only get one; I believe Rich withdrew The Lathe of Heaven in response. Another audience member asked about the official English translation of Heaven Official's Blessing being not so great; we decided that the aliens could read other languages than English. I was very mean and asked whether The Incredible Journey was actually speculative fiction; loved the nomination, was trying to find easy ways to eliminate things. (I used my two vetoes on Rich's two short stories on the ground that we needed to get more stuff in; Rob kicked out the Kress but kept the other.) It was reasonably suggested that popularity was not irrelevant, as it indicated how many people the book had spoken to; that was the ground on which both The Lost Steersman and The Fortunate Fall got knocked out eventually. Rich did an amazing job defending Engine Summer until the bitter end (did I use my final veto on it? I think I might have.).

And the final seven were ...

drum-roll, please!

* A Light in the Attic, Shel Silverstein.
* Kindred, Octavia Butler.
* The Dispossessed, Ursula K. Le Guin.
* Her Smoke Rose Up Forever, James Tiptree, Jr.
* The Fifth Season, N.K. Jemisin.
* Heaven Official's Blessing, Mo Xiang Tong Xiu.
* Kalpa Imperial, Angelica Gorodischer.

My thoughts:

Silverstein was a genius call. Kindred and The Fifth Season sailed through with basically no discussion. I really need to reread The Dispossessed, as I don't remember it at all. I'd forgotten that the Tiptree was a collection, though on reflection, I'm not sure I would have disputed it on those grounds regardless. I kind of can't believe that Heaven Official's Blessing made it through, but the fact that we mentioned it was written in Chinese probably helped, if that was the only thing people knew about it. And Le Guin ended up getting two after all, as she did the (extremely good) translation of Kalpa Imperial.

We are asked if we thought humanity was going to survive. I said that by the time the aliens were done reading Heaven Official's Blessing, we could probably come up with some contingency plans. (But seriously, I think this is a great list.)

That was tremendous fun, and I hope that I did not either seem genuinely upset or give offense to anyone else by hamming up my reactions for dramatic purposes.

Please give me your own lists, with lots of reasons why!

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