Frozen in Time
Frozen in time, deep within myself
Covert myself in doubts
To love and be loved
Frozen in time, deep within myself
A never-ending wall
Frozen in time, deep within myself
A silence of no other
Deep within myself …. Frozen in time
N.H.W
Eyes of a Stranger
the eyes of a stranger goes deep into my soul
the eyes are not of a stranger
who sees true it all
N.H.W
hey its me :D
Hi its me …
its been awhile that I wrote anything… but it will change and I miss writing and expressing myself… it was not quiet easy to adjust again in a new country yes my homeland is totally new to me. I was living almost 20 years in the U.S. and thats a very long time… and its been quiet a interesting journey for me to start new in a new place 5000+ miles away where I was living before …. I will write my Journey in a brand new blog…there are some funny moments … like I had to go to 2 difference places to see what my last name would be … in the beginning they told me they not going to accept my last name .. yes this is quiet funny.. when you been living for the last 20 years with the same name …. and now you been told you can’t keep your name … but I will write about it some more in my new blog,…
so thats it for now wish everyone a wonderful day …
lots of love
Nicki
update
Hello my fellow bloggers and writers, I know its been a awhile I wrote anything …. I just moved back home and its been kind of crazy getting settled again in my Home Land Germany 🙂
I miss my writing and I am going to try to write some new peaces 🙂 I hope everyone is well and thank you for being so patient and kind to me 😀
wish everyone a great week
lots of Love
Nicki
sing a song ……
Poetry in my Heart
it sings like the morning birds
from the shadows of the trees….
it playes with me like the wind from the east
the warmth of the flame comes deep
It flows, like the river up stream
Poetry in my Heart
are the emotions within myself
with insecurities runs deep in my Soul
Poetry is the essence of me
timeless as time can be…
a Art, a tool of healing, and everything between
Poetry in my Heart
is a Adventure of itself
each layer of a word or a sentence
has his own unique take
on life indeed….
N.H.W
Love Letters to my Darling Love
my darling Love
to feel the the stars , the moon
the light of completeness
the deep Love I feel
it grows like a seed of a flower
every step its get deeper
into the earth of time
to be intertwined with my soul
I love you …mon coeur……
N.H.W
at last….
my passion is deep
my love, my heart
unexpected… of no return what I feel…
to see the moon and the stars
within me, when we make love,
deep in our souls
to be complete within ourself
two hearts as beating as one,
at last…..
N.H.W.
Love and a Stranger …..
to fall in love with a stranger
is a phantasy within our mind
to love with passion in a ecstasy
of no return or ending
make two hearts, beat as one
to fulfill the desire beneath our soul
to be complete indeed and whole
a wishful thinking of the mind or heart
or is it? ……
N.H.W
strangers
two strangers meet unexpected
collided in a strange way
with sensuality and passion
so long forgotten deep within them self
far away
but closed by mind
is the moment.. the time…
for something real and beautiful
or is it just for the moment in time ?
N.H.W
Eternity
I am bound to eternity
of hope, love even hate
the battle within myself
to believe and not to believe
the wonders of the mysteries
of our self deep into the soul
the purpose of its self
what we are, in the storms of life
to see the sun and the rainbow
that when we see our strength within our self …..
N.H.W
hourglass of time ….
waiting is the hourglass of time
sand of patience ripple`s true the glass
one seed is a second, a minute or even an hour of a life time
N.H.W
within …
from one point to the next
butterfly’s are growing
of each moment….
the sun shines …
each moment
the time will stand still ….
within a heart of change
N.H.W
the beat….
universe
planets
stars
Hymn of love
all around us
air we breathe
sun shining on us
the rhythm of music
deep in our soul
a fire burning
let it out
dance … dance …
with the beat
of the heart …
N.H.W
one by one
one by one
darkness fell
one by one
hour glass of time
one by one
a seed of light
one by one
real is change
one by one…..
N.H.W
beneath the universe
mind and heart
a battle began
hopes and dreams
closer as I think
scared of an illusion
so sweet, and deep
holding on, to the wall so high
mind and heart
a battle began
the flow of time
a time of flow
of beginning and ending
an ending of a beginning
mind and heart
a battle began
deep of my soul
to feel the music
within my walls
to see the magic
underneath the stars….
with the battle of heart and mind….
N.H.W
Phoenix
( picture by Aaron Nace )
she is a thinker,
a dreamer of many things
completeness of a soul
a sorrow of a heart
simple as a wildflower on green meadows high above
wild spirit as the wild ocean itself
broken many times
step, by step
crossroads after crossroads
born from the ashes
as the strong Phoenix
of many, as times allow itself
N.H.W
Dreamer
dreaming of long forgotten dreams
can feel it, even taste it
even when the mind is so unsure
the heart knows
the moment is enough to believe
or…. is it?
N.H.W
the heart over the mind
Ice is melting, like the glacier on the north pole,unsteady walls trembling,
to the heat rising to dare or not to dare a deep pull of fear creeps in withing myself
the battle of heart and mind began to fast,
to soon, but it feels so good to feel, what never felt before…
the passion is rising, for more
softly the mind ask ” is this how love feels ? “
the heart smiles with full of love
“yes….its only the beginning”
N.H.W
complete…
running through the green grass
high above of Moher
Wind from the east blowing with
delight, true the land
feeling so free inside
eyes are closed, to take it all in
can feel the approaching who I love
feeling his arms around me
to feel I could fly
an inner peace and happiness spreads
warms my heart so deep,
leaning against him
makes everything complete …..
N.H.W
behind the mask
to see behind the mask
is to see myself in the mirror
to look deep and wide
and take the courage to accept
to see behind the mask
is not to judge, within
to go far of the boundary’s
a understanding of no other
to see behind the mask
is to love and to step back
never to take the freedom
whats deep is, and passionate
to see behind the mask
is to be complete
and let go …..
N.H.W
distance ….
what is distance? a distraction of our emotions
a longing a wanting or something else
are we going to distance within our self
to see it, to feel it, to touch it ….
or we stay in the distance of a crossroad
N.H.W
wild and deep
my heart feels love
close my eyes
feel and see
wild and deep
with the waves
crashing on to the Cliffs of Moher
N.H.W
boundaries ?
water gently with raindrops
whisper like the wind from the north when the sun arises up east…..
hug her, like a warmth cloth from the earth
give it deep passion like a hot volcano from a Island long forgotten …..
give it freedom like a fast river where it ends into a deep waterfall ….
open boundaries so wide and deep it has no ending or beginning….
Love is the beginning of time and the ending of itself …
or is it?
N.H.W
the elixir of Yin,Yang
walk,breath,laugh,dance
cry and love deep
circle of balance…
with a crossroad of no ending
a Yin,Yang reaction within yourself, a need to feast and to drink…..
the elixir of Life !
N.H.W
Dream of Time
Dream of a dream
is a hourglass of Time
each sand drop is a never ending Story within its self
in a dream of the dream
or is it … a Illusion of its self?
N.H.W
Waiting
outside sunshine of smiles
inside turmoil of waves
a storm of the century
going up and down
on a low key of waiting
N.H.W
My Heart belongs to me by Barbara Streisand
something different its a song , a friend of mine posted that on my time line on FB and its a very beautiful melody and lyrics ….
( I dont own any rights to this ….Songwriters: GORDON, ALAN LEE )
My Heart belongs to me … Barbara Streisand
I got the feelin the feelins gone
My heart has gone to sleep
One of these mornings I’ll be gone
My heart belongs to me
Can we believe in fairy tales?
Can love survive when all else fails?
Cant hide the feelin the feelin s gone
My heart belongs to me
But now my love, hey didn’t I love you
But we knew what had to be
Some how my love I’ll always love you
But my heart belongs to me
Put out the light and close your eyes
Come lie beside me, don’t ask why
Cant hide the feelin the feelins gone
My heart belongs to me
Chorus:
But now my love, hey didn’t I love you
Didn’t I love you, didn’t I love you, didn’t I love you, baby!
Don’t cry my love, I’ll always love you
But my heart belongs to me
I got the feelin the feelins gone
My heart belongs to me…
I got the feelin the feelins gone
My heart belongs to me…
the river of tears ……
tears flowing to rivers
to the ocean where it all began
the sun and the moon awaits
to try my tears with comfort
soon a new day is near
to see the truth in the eye
it was never meant and never will
the time was short and beautiful
it stays forever near
even when the illusion
became reality so clear
N.H.W.
just because
counting the seconds, hours,
days and months
to be home, meet the one
to be me, be happy ,
to be loved and all in between
to take risk with no regrets
with friends, family and the one I adore ….
that’s me and life indeed
N.H.W
A dream of a dream ?
I am a bit of a Romantic by heart…. its like a poem made into a short, short story …..my style … enjoy 🙂
( picture by Katri Lietsala @ Pinterest )
sweetness of within
comes from dreams of heaven and stars
two body`s molded as one
with passion so deep it has no ending
feeling the breath so sweet, on the skin
it gives them endless shivers of delight.
The soft kisses starts a fire of wanting more
to feel the eruption over and over with each stroke,
body lifting up towards to the one
who can fulfill they thirst,
whisper of love come true there lips
slowly eyes are open, blankets all twisted and wild
eyes are closing again…
taking a deep breath of disappointment
body so hot and ready for the one She desires so deep…..
It was only a dream of a dream?
suddenly some one reached for her gently and whispers
`there your are ` the heat consumes her body with joy
and love… she turns around in his arms, with each kiss she knew
it was not a dream of a dream….
N.H.W.
understanding both
everything is running his course
the end is the beginning,
the beginning is the end,
you deceit,
life is a risk of living
risk is living the life, you deceit
to understand the meaning of both … is the
understanding of your inner self
N.H.W.
Words can be more…….
I miss you
I adore you
stay, take the risk
lets explore
the boundary’s
of our self`s
lets deepened, what we shared
the fun, the explicit,
loving, deep thinking
dreams, hope and the desire of within
don’t just let it be words
on a empty computer screen….
N.H.W
Change
2014 a year of change
a year to be complete
a year to stand on my feet
a year to reflect ” what I want, and not ”
a year to let go of all things
a year to challenge myself out of my boundaries
a year to have it all and not to have it all
to humble myself, of the happiness within
N.H.W
one Step ……
a heart sorrow can go deep
a soul burning of no ending
questions of life lingering
water running as tears
listening to the heart of within
a whisper so soft as a feather
one step…..it takes one step….
N.H.W
Courage
life can be cruel to a gently Soul
take the courage,
step out of the circle of boundaries
take charge, makes you strong within yourself
the light will be bright to shine
N.H.W
Never Expect
Never expect anything
You lose in the end
With hurt and rejection
Of the inner self of worth
Dreams are for dreamers
Within our soul
N.H.W
to see the Truth ….
I Am lost in thoughts of emotion
A new beginning seems the end of time
Hope and loss all mixed together
The streets are empty and dark like my soul
Empty within myself of sorrow
I am the phoenix reborn over and over
To learn and study the lessons of life
Life of rebirth … life of freedom
And a purpose…. To see the truth …
N.H.W
Poetry of my Heart 
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