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Friday, March 9th, 2001
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9:07 pm - ahhhhhhhhh
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OMG OMG that is all i have tosay my god this day has been messed up ok so i finally pointed out gared to leslie and erica sooooo it turns out that gared is in leslies english class so she asked me if she could tell him that a girl like dhim i said sura just dont say my name!! and guess what somehow my name got out and he knows but i go by alicia in science so i dunno if he for sure knows it me! but im still so nervous!!! ok so after school i was wondering for a bit and i kept running him to him right so i went down with my friend becca to call some people and there he was acting all macho i was just sooo emotionless right acting like i didnt know he was there probably didnt do a good job of it!!!!! lol awwwwwwwwww man its gonna be all weird monday he always sits so near me i cant avoid him. . . . . well i plan to look pretty on monday so i can not feel like an idiot.. my god im so freakedee ahhhh its just not like me to be like this but i am well im glad its only 1 solitary class i have with him i can stand walking pass him in the hallsbut not and i repeat not class. Oh well im going on a shopping spree this weekend clothes make up the whole deal. well wish me luck wah
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| Monday, March 5th, 2001
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6:26 pm - MY LIFE BITES
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OK WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS FUCKING WORLD MY LITTLE COUSIN IS GETTING KISSED RIGHT I MEAN COMMON I HAVENT GOT KISSED IN LIKE WHO KNOWS ONE AND WHAT IM WONDERING IS WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITHT HESE BOYS!!!!!! I MEAN I HAVE A BF RIGHT BUT WERE DECIDING IF WE WANT TO BE EXCLUSIVE I DONT THINK I WANT TO. . . . . . . I NEED A FLING I DONT CARE WITH WHO I JUST WANT TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM ITS JUST SO IRRITATING THAT I WANT SOMETHING THATS IMMPOSSIBLE TO HAVE. . . . . . . OH WELL I RAN INTO MY CRUSH TODAY! HE IS SO CUTE OMG I HAVE ONE CLASS WITH HIM TOMORRO I PLAN TO LOOK ADORABLE MABEY I LL GO OUTLATER TO GET SOME NEW CLOTHES I NEED TO FEEL PRETTY!!!
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| Friday, March 2nd, 2001
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9:55 pm - life sucks
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WELL HERE I AM AGAIN OK ABOUT MY COUSIN SHE HAS A BF NOW IM NOT LIKE IN ENVY OF HER OR ANYTHING BUT EVERYONE IS GETTING MR RIGHT CEPT ME AND IT SUCKS YA KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE THERE IS NO ONE THAT I CAN CARE ABOUT OUT THERE! I MEAN THERE GARED AND MIKE AND ROBBY THAT I LIKE. LOL OK WELL THERE ARE A FEW DUDES THAT I MIGHT WANT TO GET TO KNOW A LITTLE BETTER. OH WELL YA KNOW WHATS SAD MY YOUNGER COUSIN IS SETTING MEUP WITH THIS GUY THAT LIKED OK I MEAN COMMON SHES IN 8TH GRADE AND SHES GETTING MORE GUYS THEN I AM IT USED BE THE OPPOSITE I NEED HELP WELL NIGHT DIARY
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| Monday, February 26th, 2001
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10:27 pm
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Dear Diary,
well today was a relatively good day. Almost fell asleep in espanol class again. In science I saw Gared OMG HE IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The way he dresses is just fabulous one day he'll be wearing sweaters and nice slacks and then the next he'd be all punked out with a converse and a slipknot shirt he is so different and smart I dunno. . Im getting kinda pissed of at Christina though. . . She wants me to be " nice" and sweet to Lisa but lemme tell ya something about that bitch she's a phony. After those mean emails I could not be nice to her. I can mabey manage cordial but nothing else. Besides Christina hates Whitney for no resonable reason so until she stops being such a hypocrite I won't consider her little act of "kindness". well today we were supposed to work on our power point presentation and guess who ran off to do pot. YUP ya know who. I guess i know she does it but I didnt think she would leave her responsiblities for pot. Sometimes I wish she just would stop I mean its not doing her anygood and I think she would be a better and happier person if she did. OMG I can not stand Lewis and that heinous girl crystal she is so obnoxious and replusive. She acts so superior and haughty. I know its probably because she has insecurites or whatever but I mean common don't ya think shes a little old for her little tantrums. Oh well I know theres nothing going on between Lewis and her but I cant help to think that he values her friendship more than mines I wouldnt mind it somuch but I just rate Lewis very highly on my list. :( My goal is to just get over this whole petty jealously thing I'm a mature 14 year old and should not be bothered by such an insugnificant situation. . . well time to sleep (not that i do i have bad insomnia)
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