today marks 86 days i have not consumed alcohol. hopefully the baskin robins baileys irish cream ice cream did not ruin that. and if it did, i am all right with that. i can also see why those guys had strokes and heart attacks. anyway, 86 days and some ice cream.

i love far too much music that is 20 years old, or that is older than i am. i like disappearing in forested areas. i wish being covered in paint was a sign of artisism and not viewed as blue collar, if it even required a collar, work.
everyday i pass universal music, on my way to my work, and i wonder if their jobs are as boring and ridiculous as mine. but i am also glad i still have a job.
the older i get, the less people are up at 1:30 a.m. even myself.

it's been a very long time since i have slept in, even on my days off. it is time to give up the ghost. some how. bill murray?

words of wisdom (and creative offers) from 19 year old me

"being fair sucks when its not to my advantage.

meanwhile. anyone interested in either staring in a porn or being in a band or joining those two together. let me know."

I can't stand to see
A good man go to waste
One who never combs his hair
Or shaves his face

bumble & bumble surf spray
work
axe murder

i feel very disconnected.
i just wish it would rain.

it is perhaps a little worrisome how much i enjoy hunter s. thompson quotes. at least my brain always argues for and against them.
life has become immeasurably better since i have been forced to stop taking it seriously and on some nights i still believe that a car with the gas needle on empty can run about fifty more miles if you have the right music very loud on the radio.

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you know how you know you're a hipster?

who cares?!
stop effing talking about how you are or aren't a hipster and all the things that make you one or not, even if you're being ironic. it just sounds really stupid.