Midvikudags

I think I am going to practice writing more. Having some cool stuff out there would be nice. I enjoy violin a lot. I enjoy politics a fair amount. I enjoy technology a lot. I am going to work on some scholarship applications. I do not know what my definition of fun is anymore. I do not know if things are looking up from here.

despair will hold a place in my heart
a bigger one that you do do do
and i will always be nicer to the cat
than i am to you you you you
dear God, i hate myself
dear God, i hate myself
and i will never be happy
And i will never feel normal
Don't ask me is this line is about you
What do they do there tonite tonite?
Why do they go there alright alright?
Why do they live there tonite tonite?
And why do they live at all alright alright?
Dear God, i hate myself
Dear God, i hate myself
And i will never be happy
And i will never feel normal
Why do they live there tonite tonite?
And why do they live at all alright alright?
Flip off the mirror as protest
Who the F-word are you you you?
And i will never be happy
And i will never feel normal
Dear God, i hate myself
Dear God, i hate myself

Chew the corner off your mouth
You have never liked the taste
Beat beat me to death i said it
Beat beat me to death
Grey death beat me
Jimmy is crying
Beat beat beat beat beat beat